Just Another Day

Chapter 4- Day One

Day one of my investigations is under way, and I can't wait. I usually start my day with some hot chocolate or hot tea. I'm usually a coffee drinker. My sister and our mom like their coffee black. That could account for their salty behavior. Sometimes I think that my mom cloned herself through Janelle, but Janelle takes salty to a whole new level. I also like to have scrambled eggs, or a hard boiled egg with a side of oatmeal for breakfast. But, before I eat breakfast I will give my girls Miss Fluffy Pants and Midnight their breakfast first. I pet them on their head , they remind me more of dogs than cats. They are so used to seeing me in the house, that even if I go out to shop they'll wait at the door meowing until I get home. My mom constantly complains about this, so how will it be when I actually get a job? I don't want to think about it, my mom can barely take their noise now, so imagine when I get a job. That’s going to be interesting. I want to take them on my investigations. I'll have to start by taking them with a leash and collar, just like a dog, and say that they're my emotional support animals.

I start by finding out if my fur babies would even like having a leash and a collar on and go for a walk outside with me. I started walking them and they seem to love going out with me, that's the best ever. So far so good. I'm going to see if I can make them into my emotional support animals. I'm going to have to do something that I never wanted to do. This means that I'm going to have to go to a psychiatrist and tell them something, anything, so I can take my cats with me to my investigations. So I made an appointment with a psychiatrist that I knew my sister didn't know and that my primary doctor goes to herself. I didn't want my sister to know that I'm suffering from PTSD, because I of her behavior towards me . Oh, boy! That's a lot.

I nervously get ready for my appointment. I need to get the letter to approve my cats to be my emotional support animals. They do stabilize me emotionally and I do the same for them. They were rescue animals. I had them since they were kittens. They were the last of their litter to survive the awful outdoors. I proceeded to tell Dr. Samuel Kim how I felt about my sister sabotaging everything I do and lying out her ass about everything, and making herself look like they victim and making me look like a very bad person, when I'm not. I'm a very laid back and relaxed type of person. I also told the Dr. Kim how my cats help me through my very distressing time right now, and how they keep me from losing it.

Right now, I started to tell Dr. Kim that I'm in the process of doing a little project that will take me to different places, and I need my girls to be with me, they help me stay centered, especially when I get nervous. I also told Dr. Kim about how my sister was turning the love of my life against me. I just know that she's behind him being so cold towards me. I thought he was going to ask me to marry him at any moment, we were that close. Now, he ghosts me in my texts, and we talk, he's is cold and very curt, he also ends the conversation very abruptly. I now know how Marianne Dashwood felt when Willoughby just left her after almost hinting that he was going to marry her, only to marry someone else.

I thought I would absolutely regret going to Dr. Kim, but he made me feel very calm and relaxed. He told me, "I think you read too much Jane Austen books or fictional books. Perhaps, you should include some biographies in your readings. I think that this would balance your sensibilities. You think too much like Marianne Dashwood from Sense and Sensibilities. My sisters used to have me read Jane Austen books to them when they were little. About your sister, I'm sorry about how she treats you. Usually, twins don't behave in that manner. Perhaps your sister should come see me." He also told me that I don't look 50 years old. I was thinking that he might be flirting with me, that made me feel a lot better. I asked him if he was single, and he said that he is single. That made me feel even better about my prospects. That made me think about getting an upgrade in my personal life. Switching Matthew Blackwell for Samuel Kim would definitely be an amazing upgrade. He also told me that he will write me a letter stating that Miss Fluffy Pants and Midnight are to be my emotional support animals. He was very nice and very nice to look at also. Today has to be the best day ever.

Usually, blondes have all the fun, but my sister and I have wavy chestnut colored hair and hazel eyes. That's where our similarities end. We couldn't be more different after that. My sister is 5'5 and I'm 5'8. I'm athletic, medium built, and Janelle is petite and doesn't like sports at all. I told Dr. Kim that I'm not the type to see psychiatrists, but I'll make an exception with him. He laughed at that and set me for an appointment for two weeks. I asked him, "Why do I need to see you so soon?" He answered, "I'm curious with what you come up with in your investigations." I answered, "Be careful, I might ask you to join me in my investigations." He just smiled and waved me off. I was feeling like I was living the best life ever. I guess this is why people go to psychiatrists

I can't wait to tell my mom that doesn’t have to take care of the girls anymore, that I'm going to take them everywhere. Before, I go home and tell mom the good news, I have to stop at Petsmart to buy my girls a carriage so it can be easier to travel with them, and they would be comfortable. For the first time in a long time, I felt incredibly happy. BEST DAY EVER!!!