Moonlight

Chapter 10.

After bumping into Remus outside Rune's office two days earlier, it has now been two days since I saw him again. There were not a great deal of things that happened in those two days, at least nothing that was major. My relationship with Aspen had been strong

from the start, and it seemed to me that Remus would appear out of thin air whenever he left me. While I considered myself to be a strong-minded woman, at first, it still unnerved me, as even though I thought I was strong-minded, Remus's

words when he rejected me still hurt me. Obviously, he had his reasons for believing that I was the same person he was, but it did not change the fact that he believed that I was the same person regardless if he even knew me. The pain was so intense that I

could only pretend to be unconcerned about it. As part of his small talk, Remus had asked me what pack I was in before, what turned me away from walking, and others like that. Nevertheless, I was unable to tell him what had happened, since he had no right to

know anything about it. Despite being one of the best days of my life so far, yesterday was also one of my worst days. There was a growling Aspen in the room when I was dragged away from it by Remus. As soon as he had come to a close to touching my lips, I

had no chance to ask him what it was that he was doing. He hadn't even had the time to ask me what he was doing before he touched mine. The tingles exploded at the contact making me melt into his hold. I had to Crane my head so that I could kiss him

back. It was obvious that Laura was purring throughout the entire time, she must have been missing him so much. I also felt the same way, and honestly, I felt the same way. When he broke the kiss, I was so tempted to believe that he wanted me to commit myself

to him but as soon as he broke it, I understood that was not the case at all.

**flashback**

The tangle I created between the hair of Remus and my fingers was evident as I gripped tightly while he controlled my mouth. Consequently, I did not question his direction since I did not know what to do. In the past, I had never experienced a boy

kissing me or touching me so strongly the way he did. The hand he was holding at the back of my neck, as well as the hand he was holding at the hip, were very noticeable to me. I shivered as he rubbed circles on the bottom of my shirt with the tip of his thumb

as he slipped it into the bottom of my shirt. As amazing and as fulfilling as it was to feel him pressed against me, it was without a doubt one of the best and most complete feelings of my life. It took me a moment to realize that Remus had pushed me away

from him. There was a panting sound coming from both of us as we struggled to get enough oxygen. After opening my eyes, I noticed right away that his eyes had darkened to the point that I was unable to help but shudder in fear as I noted how

obvious his desire was. There was a brief pause before his eyes started to clear and his normal bright color was returned to them after a few blinks. The man muttered something, breaking eye contact with the woman and apologizing for his actions.

When I heard what he was saying, my heart started to beat faster, what was he trying to say? I stayed silent. I swallowed hard and flinched slightly when Laura whimpered, after which I swallowed hard again. I didn't want to kiss her at all. It wasn't okay for me

to do that at all. I couldn't control my wolf. I don't think I was ever going to do that again. After straightening my shoulders, I uttered the following words, "I hope you will realize soon that you are making a huge mistake.

Although I am only friends with Sage, and I

know it is pointless to mention this to you- but that was the first kiss I had, even though you seem to have some ideas about me. My blushing went to my face as Remus' gaze snapped to mine and he growled low. I continued as if I had been a slut, as I

assumed I would not only kiss any male, but also have s*x with them." It was hard for me not to smile, even though he rejected me, he was still possessive. "I'm still a virgin." Having grown up with a very, very strict father, and always wanting to have my mate

be my first mate, I've always insisted that my mate be my first. In the end, I warned him that if he did not straighten out his thoughts, "it would be too late for him." I was quite serious. Despite the fact that I wanted him more than anybody else, I

wouldn't wait just because Remus was blaming me for my gender. I relished in the sound of Remus laughing and I could hear him say, "I see. You will have to let me know when you are ready to accept." Despite everything I had just said, he continued to

ignore everything I had said. He looked at me with a sad expression on his face as I shook my head and sighed. My lips were still feeling the warmth, the tingles of the kiss as I turned and left the room, not waiting for a reply, but turning and leaving

the room after one more kiss. After blinking away the tears, I proceeded to walk away from the scene. In spite of the fact that I am only friends with Sage, it is a fact of life that I have kissed at least once in my life, despite the fact that you seem to have some ideas

about what I am. In response to Remus's gaze snapping to mine, my blush went to my face and I could feel him growling lowly to me. Although I had rejected him, he was still possessive, even though I was still a virgin. In spite of the fact that he rejected me, I

continued talking as if I had been a slut, as I assumed I would not only kiss any male, but also have s*x with him." It was hard for me not to smile as he rejected me. As a child, I had a very strict father, and I always insisted on having my mate be my first

mate, and I always wanted my mate to be my first mate. Ultimately, I told him that if he do not straighten out his thoughts, it would be too late for him if he did not front his thoughts. I was quite serious when I said that. It's no secret that I wanted him more

than anybody else, but I would not wait until he did not blame me for my gender, even though I loved him more than anyone else. The sound of Remus laughing filled my ears and I was able to hear him say, "I see. When you are ready to accept this, I will be

sure to let you know.". I enjoyed hearing his laughter.

**end**

I sighed at the memory. The girl beside me asked, "Are you okay Lun?” From beside me, Aspen could be heard asking. With a slight smile, I nodded, and kindly requested that she get me a glass of water. For a moment, Aspen stared at me in wonderment, and I

only smiled at the thought. I could hear him nodding and getting up, so I was left alone to finish my work. The moment I knew he had left, I took a deep breath and took a deep breath. As I was feeling quite ill, I wasn't in the best of spirits. It seemed that I

was warm, and even though I fanned myself, it didn't seem to make a difference. In spite of my hope that the cool air in the pack house would help me, I obediently got up from the couch and walked out of it. It was in the hope that in time the walking

would assist me, so I decided to just let my body lead me, without paying too much attention to where I went. After yelling in pain, my whole body was suddenly shattered by an intense pain that shot through me. After the realization of what

was happening, there was a period of panic before I regained a sense of control. Consider what it would be like if every single home you have in your body abruptly fell apart and then moved within you. The pain once again raged in my body as I

lunged forward on all fours, clawing at the dirt, grass, and rocks with my fingers as I screamed in pain. Despite the fact that I was crying as well as sweating, I could feel the moisture soaking into my face. My first shift was incredibly painful, and I never expected

it to take so long, nor did I think it would be so painful. There was shouting going on, but I wasn't sure who was shouting or what they were shouting; in fact, I couldn't even smell them due to my nose not working properly at the moment. body lead me.

Suddenly, I was stricken with pain all over my body which caused me to yell out. My chance to react was snatched away from me as soon as I realized what was going on and the panic began to set in before I had a chance to react. As I was looking around

frantically trying to find Aspen, Calvin, Rune, Clarissa, and even considering the possibility that Remus could be found at that point, I realized that I had walked into a forest as I suddenly realized that we had walked into a forest. My vision came in and

out of focus several times during the process of trying to focus on what I was seeing as I tried my best to concentrate on what I was seeing. I was forced to scream as I felt the intensity of the pain intensify, and I was forced to kneel down in pain as the intensity

of the pain intensified, as the pain increased. The pain in my throat had reached such a point that I could no longer scream because it was choked with pain. I tried to hold it in, and I did. It is possible for you to imagine that myriad homes within

your body break almost simultaneously and then move within each other over time. As I screamed in pain, I was on all fours, my fingers clawing into the ground, grabbing at the dirt and grass with my fingers as I again clawed at them. In addition to the tears, I

could feel the sweat that had been dripping down my face as well. Neither did I expect the first shift would be as painful as it was, nor did I expect it would take as long as it did. The sound of shouting could be heard but I could not tell who it was because my

nose was not working well at the moment, so I could not even smell them because I could not hear them.