Peace be with you, and also with you. Sleep perchance to dream. Away in a manger, a hole for a bed. Gone the other way, down. Down in a cave. A cave on a hill. Bones in the cave from before I was born. Who would kill a child? It was always you, I never did. The boy was missing before he was found. They found me. I died in the hole. Cave on a hill is same as this. No, the cave is better. I’ve been here before, always here. Always leaving, never gone. Go before I tell you. The EMT said I was dead. He can’t pronounce. Mail trucks have the right-of-way. Somebody could die. Use the siren. I want to come back. Whose turn is it to cry? I hate everything. Hate too strong a word. Not enough energy for that. Can I work again? Hoof is coming. I hear him. It was day and then dark and half a shadow

