Elenora paused the video. She seemed distant and sad, suddenly. She looked vulnerable to me for the first time. I know it was pornographic, but I thought she showed a lot of courage to share the video with me. It made me respect and admire her even more.
“Do you like it so far?” Elenora asked, looking down.
“Sure.”
“No, you don’t. You don’t like it. I can tell.”
By now my erection made another appearance, once again squished into the seam of my pant leg. The trousers felt tight on me. I must’ve gained weight with nothing to do but eat during the shutdown. I tried to ignore the discomfort.
“That’s not true. I do like it.”
I paused, trying to think of the most respectful words to say.
“I’m enjoying it very much. It’s very… entertaining.”
“I mean, we’re in this old church, watching my
