Chapter Five The Elenora Swan Film Festival I sat on the couch, listening to the sound of the shower and picturing her under the hot water, touching herself. It gave me time to calm down, drink another cup of strong coffee, and reassess the situation. Yes, I had a bad night. I had sinned. I had taken in a woman under false pretenses, fallen prey to temptation and committed lewd s*x acts with her within the holy sanctuary. Though she seemed very casual about the whole affair, it was a monumental event in my life, something I would think about, replay in my mind and remember for the rest of my life. But I had to put an end to any future sexuality between us. It was hypocritical of me to behave in such away as minister of the church. I decided to concentrate my energy at helping the young w

