It has been a month since I came back here. I already graduated but I decided not to join the graduation rites. It saddens me knowing that Dad won't be there to witness it. So instead of staying there and celebrate with my co-graduates, I decided to go back home and visit my Dad. Mom and Aki didn't like that idea but I told them that I didn't want to do it without Dad and it would make me happy if we could go and visit him together during that day so we did. We had a simple celebration at the cemetery with just the four of us-including Dad. When I started my journey as a student in other country, I always thought that it would make my family very happy but it never crossed my mind that we would be celebrating it on the cemetery more so the fact that Dad is gone... forever. "Are you okay?