Jax was serious while driving me home. It was different than his usual aura. He was pissed off and I don’t know whether it was directed to me or just to Evan. What was I thinking, right? Jax told me before that what we have isn’t real and that he can date whoever he wants without my intervention which I agreed to. He must be thinking why I said those words to Evan when in fact it wasn’t supposed to be out until later. I don’t know but something tells me that he’s ashamed of his name being attached to me. Why? Is he dating someone and doesn’t want to hurt that someone? So what am I now? A closet girlfriend? I know that we’re just playing along and doing things for the sake of getting the last will. I can’t just help but think also of myself. What would other people think if they find out th
