I have been pretty occupied the whole dinner. I always kept on looking at Jax and his company tonight and I couldn't help but feel a little bit insecure. The woman she was with was gorgeous and she looked like an angel who had just gone down from heaven. I didn't want to compare but I felt like she's so much more than I am. I know I'm pretty but I think she is on a different level. She wears her make-up as if it was so natural that any man could just stare at her. Jeez, my self-esteem was falling so low as I look at her and how she can be any man's dream girl. I mean, she had that effect on men. I know because almost every guy at that place looked at her like she was some sort of a special prize.
I finished my wine and excused myself from Angi. I went to the restroom to freshen up and sna
