JUST SEND ME THE FILES

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Sleep became optional somewhere between the third and fourth night. I stopped pretending that I would rest when the work was done. The work was never done. There was always one more test to run, one more error log to read, one more adjustment that might make the difference between something that worked and something that mattered. My laptop lived on my desk now. My charger followed me from room to room like it was afraid I would abandon it. Coffee became less of a comfort and more of a routine. I drank it because my hands expected the warmth, not because it helped. Finn noticed before anyone else did. He always did. “You didn’t sleep,” he said softly one night when we were on video call. I smiled and shrugged. “I slept adjacent to consciousness.” He laughed quietly. “That’s not sleeping.” “It’s close enough.” He leaned closer to the screen, eyes focused in that way that always made me feel seen. “You’re pushing too hard.” “I’m almost there,” I said. “I can feel it.” And I could. The app was no longer fragile. It held itself together now. The models were learning faster. The predictions were stabilizing. The false positives were dropping. For the first time since I started, the results made my chest ache in a good way. The first successful end to end test happened at three seventeen in the morning. I stared at the screen for a long time before I trusted it. Then I cried. Not loud, dramatic crying. Just quiet tears that came from relief more than sadness. I wiped them away with my sleeve and ran the test again. Same result. I texted Finn without thinking. I did it. He called immediately. “You did what,” he said, already smiling like he knew. “It worked,” I said. “The whole thing. The prediction flagged the markers early. I double checked the data sets. It worked.” He exhaled slowly, like he had been holding his breath for me. “I knew you could do it.” Hearing that from him mattered more than I wanted to admit. Over the next week, the pressure changed. Not in a sharp or threatening way. Just a subtle shift, like the air getting heavier. “My father’s schedule is tight,” Finn said one afternoon as we walked across campus. “If we want his full attention, we need to be ready.” “I am ready,” I said, then hesitated. “Almost.” He nodded.“Legal teams need time too. Reviews, compliance, all the boring things.” I laughed. “You make it sound so glamorous.” “It’s not,” he said. “But it’s necessary.” He never sounded impatient. That was the thing. He sounded invested. Like this mattered to him because it mattered to me. We spent more time together then. Late nights in quiet corners of the library. Early mornings at cafes where he insisted on paying and I pretended not to notice. He remembered small things. How I liked my tea. Which days I worked late. When my shoulders tensed without me realizing it. Once, he reached out and tucked a strand of hair behind my ear. His hand lingered for half a second longer than necessary. Neither of us spoke. The moment passed, but it stayed with me. He never crossed lines. He just stood close enough to make me aware of where they were. The night it happened, I was exhausted in a way that felt bone deep. He came by my place with takeout because he said I had forgotten what real food looked like. We ate on the floor because my table was covered in notes and cables and scribbled diagrams. He listened while I talked through last minute tweaks, nodding, asking questions that told me he actually understood. “You trust me, right,” he asked casually. I looked at him, surprised. “Of course.” He hesitated, just slightly. “Then just send me the files.” I blinked. “Which files.” “The source code. The raw data structure. Backend access,” he said calmly. “It’s standard. My father’s team will need to review everything before any pitch.” I shifted where I sat. “I thought we would do that together.” “We are,” he said quickly. “I’ll just handle this part. It’ll save time.” He reached for my hand without fully realizing it. His thumb brushed my skin, warm and grounding. “I’ve got you,” he said. “I always have. He was right. He never failed me. He showed up when my laptop died. When my rent was late. When I doubted myself. He made space for me in his world without making me feel small. Trust felt mutual. Natural. Earned. I nodded. “Okay.” The kiss happened without planning. I stood to grab my laptop and he stood too, and suddenly we were too close. I looked up. He looked down. There was no hesitation, no dramatic pause. He kissed me. It was soft at first, then deeper, like he had been holding himself back and finally stopped. My hands curled into his jacket without thinking. My heart raced in a way that felt almost frightening. When he pulled back, he rested his forehead against mine. “I’m sorry,” he said quietly. My chest tightened. “Why.” “I shouldn’t,” he said. “Not yet.” I wanted him to keep going. I wanted him to say more. I wanted him to say something that made it real and undeniable. He didn’t. He stepped back, looking conflicted, and I told myself that patience was part of trust. After he left, I packaged the files carefully. Labeled everything clearly. Checked permissions twice. When I hit send, relief washed through me. I lay back on the floor, staring at the ceiling, letting myself imagine what came next. Interviews. Offers. Working beside him. Together. I waited for his message. It didn’t come. Not that night nor the next morning. That was the first time he didn’t say goodnight.
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