Lena POV
"Although I am glad that King Finn helped me with my blanking out all the time situation. I can't help but feel..." I trailed off as I struggled to put my feelings into words as I talked with Lukas and Ryker alone in my room. After we put our children to bed.
Lukas, who was sitting across from me, next to Ryker on the couch, I was now sitting in my armchair covered in my blanket with my feet tucked under me. I had on my shorts and a tank top underneath. I had a shower, and my hair was cascading around me to my waist. Lukas said, "You feel disconnected, huh?"
"Yeah, in a way, I guess." I shrugged. I felt empty, disconnected, and incomplete, and the only time I felt truly happy now was with my kids. I can finally feel contentment and fulfilled with my kids, but the moment I am
