Chapter Twenty-Two – The Target

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The crowd moved around them in tides, but somehow the space between Elena and Vincent held still—as if the noise respected a border it couldn’t cross. Stage rain still clung to his skin in bright pinpoints, catching the strobe with every slow breath he took. He didn’t rush. He simply looked at her, calm as a hunter who had already chosen where the snare would tighten. “You handled Chloe well,” he said, voice pitched low enough to slide under the music. “Almost admirable.” Elena found her spine before she found air. “She’s my patient. She needed protecting.” His mouth tilted. “Is that what you think you were doing? Protecting her?” “That’s exactly what I was doing.” She hated the thin edge in her voice. She hated that he heard it. “Funny,” he said. “Because Chloe was never in danger.” He let the sentence sit between them like a placed object. Then he leaned closer, and she felt the warmth of him, the clean heat of skin beneath cologne and smoke. “She was never even the point.” The floor seemed to slip a fraction under Elena’s heels. “What are you talking about?” He drew back just enough to read the change in her face. The smile deepened, not kind. “Chloe was never my target.” The answer was already forming in her and she didn’t want to say it aloud. “Then who—” “You, Doctor Chase.” He said it gently, as if he were correcting a child. “Since the first moment I walked into your circle. The rules. The authority. The way you wear order like armor and pretend it’s your skin. That’s interesting. Not Chloe. Not any of the others.” Heat rose into Elena’s throat, anger a shield she grabbed with both hands. “You’re sick. You walked into a treatment group under false pretenses. You’re toying with people’s lives—” “And yours,” he said, silk over steel. “Don’t forget yours.” She flinched. She hated that he saw it. “I won’t let you drag me into your games.” He laughed once, quiet and certain. “You already stepped onto the board. You proved it the second you walked through that door tonight.” Elena opened her mouth to deny it and found nothing there. She thought of the parking lot, of Kevin’s voice asking if she was okay, of the way she had promised—too quickly. She thought of Katherine’s face if she could see her now. She thought of herself standing at the bar clutching a glass of water like a prayer and not leaving. He watched the fight cross her eyes and shifted closer, not touching her, but drawing the outline of a closeness that felt like touch. “I know what’s under the armor,” he murmured. “The immaculate therapist. The dutiful mother. The good woman. You’ve worn the mask so long you’ve almost convinced yourself.” A beat. “Almost.” “Stop.” It came out too soft. “You,” he continued, and each word felt placed with care, “are a woman starving for more. For a real man. For the right to throw away the careful script people handed you. To experiment. To taste. To take pleasure without apologizing to the air afterward. To stop obeying rules that were never yours to begin with.” Shame detonated hot and fast; with it came something else, more dangerous for being honest. Her breath stuttered. “You don’t know me.” His eyes warmed—not kindly; accurately. “I watched you tonight.” He didn’t look at the stage; he didn’t need to. “The way your body changed when the lights hit. The way you pressed your knees together. The way you held your breath when I took my time.” His smile thinned to a line that cut. “I know enough.” She shook her head, meaning to end this, to walk away, to be the adult in a room where adulthood had no choreography. “I won’t—” He stepped with her, matching the move, and lowered his voice so that her skin had to listen to hear. “Only I can help you peel it all off, Elena. The polish. The performance. The little lies you call coping. Only I can help you discover what you’ve been denying.” The words landed in places she didn’t allow even to herself. Kevin’s voice flashed—You’re strong, Mom—and then Richard’s—We’ve been good for a long time—and then Katherine’s—Boundaries are clarity, not punishment. They collided, unhelpful, and left her holding silence like a cracked glass. “You’re wrong,” she managed, and felt the tremor in it. “I won’t let you.” He smiled as if she had delivered the line he expected. “You already have,” he said again, soft as a verdict. The song shifted; the crowd screamed; a rain of singles hit the stage behind him. It should have broken the moment. It didn’t. The club blurred to edges and light. Only he stayed in focus. Elena turned, forcing her body to obey the command her mouth had issued. Get out. Move. She shouldered past two women laughing over a photo, aimed herself toward the red exit sign, and took one step. His arms came up—swift, unhurried, inevitable—and set his palms against the wall on either side of her head. He did not touch her. But the wall did, cool through her blouse. And he caged the air around her so completely the club dropped away. Bass vibrated through drywall into her spine. Her own pulse answered, traitorously loud. “You think you can run,” he said, breath grazing the edge of her ear. “But I saw you tonight. In the dark. Under the lights.” She tried to turn her face away; he shifted with her, not pressing, just occupying the space that made refusal feel ornamental. “I saw your body shift,” he whispered, and the words brushed like a phantom across her skin. “I saw your breath catch and not come back right away. I saw you pretend you were here for someone else while your mouth parted at the wrong places.” “Stop.” It was barely a voice. He didn’t. He moved slowly, deliberately, tracing the air from the shell of her ear down to the line of her neck—never touching, only letting heat mark the path. Lower, to the tender notch at the base of her throat. Up again, along the angle of her jaw. Then he hovered at the point beneath her lips where a kiss would live if one were happening. He did not kiss her. That would have been mercy. He simply let his breath speak for him. “You can lie to yourself,” he murmured. “But not to me. Not anymore.” Something inside Elena lurched hard toward panic, and panic, for once, was a gift. She found her hands and pressed both palms flat against his chest. Warm. Slick from the rain. Human. She pushed. Not hard enough to hurt; hard enough to say no in a language even heat understands. He took the step back she made for him, not stumbling, simply opening the shape of the trap. The half-smile remained, but it shifted into something like approval—approval she did not want and refused to own. She turned and ran. The club swallowed and exhaled around her; the aisle that hadn’t existed a moment ago opened like a lid. Laughter bruised past her shoulders. A woman at the bar shouted something joyous at a friend. A bouncer lifted a hand, and she slid under it without hearing what he said. The door burst outward, cold air slapping the flush from her face. Neon buzzed, indifferent and bright. She didn’t stop until she reached her car. Her hands shook as she dug for the keys—first the wrong pocket, then the right one. Metal slid against metal with a sound too loud for the night. She fell into the driver’s seat, slammed the door, and the club cut off like a radio. Silence in the cabin wasn’t silence. It was the tremor of her own breath, the drum in her chest refusing to downshift, the echo of words she hated because they fit. She saw her reflection ghosted in the windshield: eyes wide, pupils too large, hair slightly loosened from its careful twist. She looked like a stranger trying on her face. You chose to walk in, she told the reflection. You chose to stand there. You chose to listen. The thought made her nauseous with shame. Another thought rose like a hand from dark water—and you chose to push him away—and she clung to it as if it were rope. Her phone on the passenger seat lit for a second with the time. Kevin would be finishing a late meal, laughing with someone down a corridor she could picture. He had asked if she was okay; she had lied. Katherine would have told her to get out before she learned the price of studying fire at close range. Drake would have said call me if something doesn’t fit. Everything fit too well. That was the problem. She set both hands on the wheel and counted. One. Two. Three. The counting did not slow anything. She closed her eyes and found the cold tile of her shower in memory, the way it had anchored her the night of the bad dinner, the way she had told herself she was allowed. Am I allowed this? The question was a cliff. She backed away from it. A knock on the window would have broken her. None came. The lot lay ordinary and damp. She could leave. She should leave. But movement felt like a lie her body would reject. So she sat and learned every contour of her own shivering, and made a map of it, and didn’t look at the club’s door. When her hands steadied enough to obey, she put the key into the ignition and turned it. The engine caught. The dashboard made its small, familiar chiming, a domestic sound that did not belong to neon. She pulled out, slow, checking mirrors twice, then a third time because she didn’t trust the second. On the road, the city returned in pieces: a late bus sighing at a curb, a couple arguing softly under a streetlamp, a dog tugging its owner toward something it needed to smell. Each ordinary thing argued her back into herself. By the time she reached her street, the bass in her bones had thinned to a memory, but his breath remained—phantom-warm along her skin, a line at her throat, the almost of his mouth below her lips. She killed the engine and sat in the dark, hands slack now in her lap, head tipped back against the seat. He’s wrong, she told the ceiling of the car. He’s wrong about me. A second voice, mean and exact, asked: About which part? She refused it the dignity of an answer. Inside, the house smelled like itself—paper, lemon cleaner, the faint ghost of coffee. She turned on a single lamp and stood in its soft circle. The quiet was honest. It didn’t judge; it didn’t soothe. It simply existed. Elena went to the sink, ran cold water, and pressed her wrists under it until the ache behind her eyes retreated. In the mirror over the counter she met the woman who had held a room for strangers all week and failed to hold herself for one hour. No more, she told the woman. You won’t go back. The promise felt brave and fragile in equal measure. Back in the hall, she took her coat off and hung it carefully, aligning the seam as if a straight line could become a vow. Drake’s card slipped from the inner pocket, landing face-up on the table. She stared at the black letters until they blurred. If something doesn’t fit—call me. She didn’t pick it up. Not yet. She lay in bed and turned off the light. The dark expanded to meet her. Sleep didn’t come. Words did—the ones he had chosen, the ones that fit too well, the ones that weren’t all lies. She turned onto her side and curled her hands beneath her cheek the way she had as a child, before she learned about performance and poise. Somewhere, a car door closed. Somewhere, a siren moved through distance. Inside her skin, a tremble finished the work it had started and then finally stopped. Elena breathed. In. Out. Again. She wasn’t calm, but she had a rhythm. It would have to be enough for the hours between now and morning. You walked away, she reminded herself. You chose that. The thought did not absolve her. It was a small light. She let it burn. And under it, whether she wanted it or not, a quieter truth glowed: the game had begun, and she no longer knew which side of the board she stood on.
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