Paradise Bound (bxb)

Chapter 17

With his hands still on my forearms, I stepped forward to get closer to him. I framed his face with my hands, looking deeply into his eyes.

"I'm in love with you Ryder" I said with so much sincerity "I have known for a little bit of time already but I was not ready to say it quite yet...I was planning a more romantic way of telling you, like taking you out to dinner and when the moment was right, I'd tell you how I felt....but after thinking that it could have been you in that accident and never being able to tell you, I just didn't want to wait" I continued to tell him.

I couldn't exactly tell what emotions he was feeling because his face was a mix of happiness, surprise and awe.

"Matthew" he responded softly. My heart beat erratically in my chest. "As you already know, I've never said those words to anyone before" I nodded in understanding

"I am completely enamored by you, my beautiful sunflower" I couldn't help but smile at his words "I started falling for you the moment I saw you.....I'm not saying it just because you said it, although it helped me realize you feel the same....I love you too" he finished, moving his hands to encircle my wrists. The smile on my face mirrored the one on his.

Without any more time passing, I brought his lips to mine in a deep, meaningful kiss. Our lips moved in sweet tandem as his hands gently pulled my hands from his face down his body to his waist as his hands glided over the skin of my arms to wrap his arms around my neck.

I took a firm hold on his hips and began walking backward, toward the bedroom.

"Shoes" he mumbled against my lips then started fumbling, trying to get them off. We both laughed against each other's mouths, not parting for anything.

When he finally got both shoes off, we continued to maneuver ourselves into the bedroom. With the door shut, I spun us around and pushed him on to the bed, making him gasp before crawling up his body. I placed small kisses on his neck, trailing up to his ear.

"I want to make love to you Ry" I whispered into his ear, tracing the shell of it with the tip of my nose. I always thought saying that would be corny as hell but right now, at this moment, it makes sense. It will mean more than s*x/f*****g to me, as I hope it would mean more than that to Ryder as well. Considering he said he loved me back, I would assume it would.

"Are you sure?" He whispered back, his hands skating down my back. I turned my head to look him in the eyes.

"More than sure...I love you"

"I love hearing you say that" he lit up with a smile before grabbing my head and crashing my lips to his. "I love you too of course" he mumbled against my lips.

"Of course" I mockingly joked and he snickered. We did a weird scooch wiggle to get further up on the bed before he tugged my shirt up and off my body.

"Damn, you're so sexy" he said huskily with his eyes drinking in my naked torso and hands splaying across my chest.

"Wait...do you need to...erm...clean?" I asked, my face burning hot. He just chuckled.

"No, mon amour. Coincidentally, I cleaned earlier to play with my toy tonight" he nodded toward the nightstand. I looked over and sure enough, there was a grey dildo standing up there.

"Oh...sorry" I said shyly.

"Nothing to be sorry about, especially when I'm going to have something a thousand times better" he winked and I playfully swatted at him.

"Luckily I had to run to the store to grab more lube and got distracted by Christmas shopping" I giggled.

"I shall go grab the lube" I bit my lip.

"It's the regular plastic bag, no peeking in the other bags"he said with a pointed finger. I held my hands up and scurried off the bed to get the bottle from the living room. I kept my promise of not peeking in the other bags.

When I came back into the bedroom, Ryder was laying naked on the bed, lazily stroking his hardening c**k. I slowly closed the door, mesmerized by the action.

"Come here, Matthew" he paused his stroking to beckon me over with his hand. I obeyed and crawled back on the bed, hovering over him.

"I think you need to lose a couple layers" he said while looking at my pants. He hooked his fingers and tugged both my pants and boxers down at once. I quickly helped strip them off, leaving us both naked.

"Condoms or no..?" I questioned, uncertain.

"I've never not used one..." he trailed off "But I've been tested if you wanted to go bare" a pink hue dusted on his cheeks at that.

"I have never gone without either....I just wanted to ask..." he waited patiently while I paused to find the right words "I just want it to be as pure and raw as possible to match my feelings for you" I cringed with how slightly weird and cheesy that sounded. However, he seemed pleased by the way he looked at me with adoration. I leaned over to my pants and quickly tapped on my phone before showing him the screen.

"I got tested too...my mom always says to test after every new body" I continued to tell him. He leaned over to his phone, which I noticed is now on the charger. He swiped his screen and with a few taps he showed me his as well.

"I would've taken your word for it. I trust you" I told him as he set his phone back down on the nightstand.

"I just wanted you to know I was telling the truth 100%" he caressed my cheek. I blindly set my phone by his while we gazed into each other's eyes with my hands on each side of his head, holding me up.

His hand trailed from my cheek down my neck and torso until he wrapped it around my erection. I let a soft moan out, leaning down and capturing his lips.

His hand started a slow stroke while I slid my tongue across his bottom lip. He immediately parted his lips, his velvety tongue poking out and gliding against mine.

I shuffled to put all my weight on one hand so I could use my other hand to trail down his body to his hard member. He moaned softly into our kiss as my hand began a slow stroke on his d**k.

Our tongues fought gently for dominance as our bodies began to heat with passion. He started to shuffle under me and I pulled away to see him grab the lube with his free hand. He stopped stroking me and uncapped the lube to pour a little on his fingers. I slowed my stroking down in curiosity of what he was doing.

I thought he was going to use the lube to stroke us but then his fingers traveled lower. I watched as he opened his legs wide and smeared the lube on his entrance before slowly pushing a finger in. I flickered my eyes up to his face to see him biting his lip with his eyes closed.

My body flushed with heat as I watched him prepare himself. I still continued to stroke his c**k as he fingered his hole. Eventually he pushed another one in with a small groan. My d**k twitched at the sound.

I had the sudden urge to take over, so I grabbed the lube bottle and stopped stroking him to put some on my fingers. I gently pulled his hand away before resting two of my fingers on his entrance.

Slowly, I pushed the two digits in his tight and warm hole. I felt like I grew harder at the mere thought of my d**k being encased inside him. I mimicked his previous movements, gliding my fingers in and out.

"Put one more in" he instructed. I obliged by easily sliding a third finger inside him. Taking the tip of his p***s in my mouth, sucking lightly, I crooked my fingers to find his spot.

"Ohhhh yes, there Matthew" Ry moaned as he pushed his hips down to get my fingers deeper. Hearing his moan sent a thrill through my body. I began a steady bob of my head while plunging my fingers in the exact spot he loves.

I flickered my eyes up to his face and I was in awe. He is such a sexy and gorgeous sight as his brows are furrowed, mouth slack by the moans he's letting out, and his hands clenching the bedspread as he writhes under my touch.

"Ba-Baby" he said breathlessly "I'm gonna c*m if you don't stop" he continued between moans.

With one last deep suck, I pull off of him and remove my fingers. His actions are desperate as he hauls me up to meet his mouth in a hungry kiss. I heard the cap to the lube bottle before feeling the cool liquid being slathered on my c**k by Ryder's hand. A few extra strokes and he took my d**k and glided the tip up and down his awaiting hole.

"Ready when you are, mon amour" he whispered, looking into my eyes after parting our lips. Without breaking eye contact, I replaced his hand on my c**k with mine.

I pressed our lips together and my breath caught as I slowly breached through the tight ring of muscle. Ryder adjusted his legs wider, tilting his hips slightly while placing his hands flat on my back. f**k, I feel like I could c*m right now. So tight and warm.

"Holy f**k Ry, you feel amazing" I groaned as I bottomed out. "Just give me a sec or I'll embarrass myself" I told him, moving and resting my forehead on his shoulder.

"Wouldn't be embarrassing" he said softly, turning and kissing my cheek as his hands ran up and down my back. I snorted.

"Our first time won't be cut short due to prematurity sir" I stated with a nip to his shoulder. He just gave a small chuckle in response.

After I felt like I wasn't about to explode. I planted soft kisses along the length of his shoulder and collarbone while pulling out a little and thrusting back in. A sigh of content left Ry's lips.

I continued planting kisses all over his chest as I kept a steady, slow thrust, rocking us in a sweet love making motion. Trailing the kisses up his neck and jawline, I paused before kissing his mouth.

"I love you" I said softly

"I love you" he replied before I aimed for his prostate and thrusted my hips with a little more power behind it.

"Ah!" he gasped, wrapping his legs around my waist and pulling me closer. I pulled out, almost fully before slamming back in. We simultaneously moaned loudly together.

I snaked my hands under his back, grasping his shoulders for better leverage while burying my face into his neck as I continued the same thrusts.

"Feels so good baby" I moaned, sucking and biting on his neck. His moans grew louder while the heels of his feet pressed against my lower back.

"f**k, Matt" he mewled, his eyes fluttering and digging his fingers into my shoulder blades. It spurred me on to go faster.

"Ahh!" His moans became high pitched "Oh, don't stop...don't stop " he pleaded. I don't know why but something about those two words just makes me want to c*m every time they're uttered. With sweat dampening my forehead and hair, I bit my lip and willed myself to compose, promising I wouldn't c*m before he did.

"Yes, Matthew...Yes...Yes" he chanted with each pounding thrust.

"Matt!" He cried out as his body arched into mine, stiffening as he fell apart under me. I felt his warm c*m spurt out in between our bodies.

Holy s**t, he came untouched. That's f*****g hot.

I smashed our lips together with my final thrusts and let out a loud groan as I came deep inside him. I parted our lips and rested my forehead against his as we caught our breaths. Once we both seemed to have gone back to our regular breathing, I leant back in to give a chaste kiss to his lips.

"We should get cleaned up" he told me, his fingers ghosting all over my skin.

"Fine"I groaned "But we are cuddling once we are back in here"

"But of course, my one and only sunflower" he grinned.

We untangled from each other and scurried into the bathroom. In the shower we took turns cleaning every inch of each other's bodies. It gave me an excuse to finger and blow him in the shower too. hehe. We got out and dressed in a pair of boxers, in which he surprised me with a brand new pack of them just for me. Though, we are probably gonna end up sharing anyway.

Back in the bedroom, we both stripped the sheets and threw them in the corner to be washed later. Then we got clean sheets and made the bed before climbing in and cuddling into one another.

"Was it good for you?" I asked as I traced my finger up and down his arm.

"Of course it was.What kind of question is that?" He asked with a quirked eyebrow.

"Well I mean....you've had s*x with other guys, so I was just asking" I muttered. His face softened.

"Matthew, you were phenomenal"

"Are you just saying that?"

"No"

"How do I compare? Like size wise and everything" I asked since we were on the subject.

"You're a total guy" he shook his head, rolling his eyes "You are the biggest, by a little bit...I mean I've only slept with two other guys anyway, well besides Mr.Steel....you happy?" I couldn't help my cheesy grin.

"I am actually and not just cause of that answer"

"Oh yeah? Then why?"

"Because you love me too" I said in a sing-song voice. "No one has ever said it to me....besides my parents"

"I do..I really do love you" Ryder said sincerely.

"Wait, who is Mr.Steel?"I questioned. My mind went immediately to a teacher. Ryder raised an eyebrow and directed his eyes over to the dildo that was still sitting on the nightstand.

"Ohhh" I said in realization. "Why's you name it Mr.Steel?"

"Because it reminded me of the color of your eyes" he stated and I gave him a small grin.

"Awww, you're cute" I told him with a kiss on his cheek.

My phone started buzzing on the nightstand, so I leaned over and picked it up to see fifteen missed calls from Jace.

"Ope" I said with my eyes wide. I showed Ryder the screen and he mimicked my expression. "I should probably call him back and explain why I hung up on him so suddenly earlier"

"Yeah, probably a good idea" he replied with a laugh.

"Ello?" I said while putting it on speaker.

"WHAT HAPPENED?! ARE YOU OKAY?! DID YOU FIND RYDER?!?! YOU CAN'T JUST DISAPPEAR LIKE THAT" Jace ranted and I cringed from his screeching.

"I'm fine Jace" Ryder answered

"Oh thank God you're alive, I don't know what Mattsy would've done if something happened to you" Jace said in relief, making me blush a little.

"My phone died when I was out at the store" Ry explained.

"Ohkie, I'll let your dad know you're alright then. I called him after Matt was being hysterical" Ryder raised his eyebrows at me.

"What? I was worried"

"Cause you looooove him" Jace cooed on the phone. "Oh, s**t. You told him already, right? If not, I'm super sorry" he squeaked.

"You ruined it, Jace. Way to go" I faked anger.

"What?! I didn't mean to!" He cried and I started to laugh.

"Don't worry, he already told me. He's just being a rude butt now" Ryder stuck his tongue out at me.

"Uh uh, not rude. It would've been rude to find out by Jace just now" I argued.

"He has a point. I'm glad you told him before I did that. Anyway, I'm happy both of you are okay and now I'll let you both get reacquainted"

Ryder wiggled his eyebrows at me making me giggle.

"Alright, I love ya JEM, bye!"

"Love you too Mattsy!" He said before the call ended.

"Shall we get reacquainted?" Ryder purred in my ear.

"Hmmm, maybe after you call your dad" just then my stomach growled "and after food"