Cassie

chapter 7

" you know she won't know the value of that pendant , right ? " liam said with a playful smile on his face and i laughed .

" I know ,but I think it would give her some comfort " I said

He nodded and I could see in his eyes that he was thinking of something .

"C'mon we should check on the dinner " I said and we all headed to the kitchen .

Rory kept telling her daddy on how much fun she had making chocolate flan ,all the chocolate she ate , I just kept staring at her while she talked and wondered what would it be like if she was my girl .

She would probably be hurt by now ! , cause you can't put that thick mind of yours on course .

I cringed at my subconscious hard words , but she was right , why can't I control these powers ! I just wish that i get some kind of control but then again i have been in this mess for years , that i don't think i will be able to control it now or ever .

Liam's eyes were staring at me as if i grew two heads , but when i looked he wasn't looking at me , i looked at what was he so interested in , and saw the red lightining he was talking about , rory was clutching her pendant so strongly i feared it might break , i went for her , brought her to my knee , she hid her face into my neck , and i kept rocking her humming a song i always loved .

It wasn't long when rory settled down , and the weather too , but liam's eyes told me that he didn't and i know that it won't take long before he puts two and two together , but in the meanwhile i have to stop my feelings , and my over thinking .

Which is what you are doing right now !

Right ! , i have to concentrate .

" can you please take rory so i can set the table , dinner is about ready " he just nodded but i felt he took her to bolt .

I set the table , and called for both of them , i could hear the sound of tv , but when no one answered , i went to the living room , and it was empty , i knew this would happen , i knew he would go , but what hurt more , i found the necklace i just gave rory on the table , he took it off , i must say none of my losses felt bad as this one , i mean i can't even keep a friend for two days , and he runs out of the door because his neighbour ia a freak , which is true , iam a freak , a monster , i hurt everyone around me , and in the end i get hurt too , my heart felt pain , because of my destiny , iam ment to be alone , so i did the best thing i can , i ran , i went out of the house and ran , i didn't know where i will go , but i didn't care , but when i saw the lake , i knew i ran alot , but i don't care i really wish i can get rid of my powers , i fell to my knees , heaving , the sudden calmness around me told me that what i did was wrong , iam sure the lightning and thunder were furious , punishing , but again , i can't control it .

i wish i was born normal , and then it clicked , i wasn't born normal , so that means that one of my parents wasn't normal , all the anger in me subsided ,and i began to think , aunt windy said that on my birth the weather wasn't on it's best form , but she never said how , she only said that she heard screams through the forest of my mom , nad when she and her husband went to check it out , they found my mom giving birth to me , but she didn't survive after my birth , she didn't even see me , maybe if i went to tge forest i can find something , someone to tell me who am i , or why do i possess such powers , maybe there is a way to control it , suddenly i was filled with hope , i just prayed that it won't be false , cause if it did , iam gonna empty myself of every inch of powers , i still don't know how but i will do whatever is necessery ! .