Is there really no good end to being a lover?

005 Courage to try

After he opened the door, he looked me over and asked me what I wanted.

I hesitated for a long time without saying anything, so he just leaned against the door with his arms folded and looked at me quietly without interrupting.

Finally, I bit my lip and said, "Mr. Shi, actually, I can..."

He frowned at first, then chuckled and said, "Want to thank me?"

My head felt like it was filled with lead and I couldn't lift it up, so I nodded slowly.

Then he raised his hand and stretched it towards my shoulder. I subconsciously avoided it, but he hesitated and took his hand back.

I suddenly felt very annoyed with myself.

"Yiqing," he said softly, "look at me."

I raised my head, and he continued: "I don't want to embarrass you. I'll wait until you think about it again."

Find me. "

There was an unwillingness to admit defeat in my heart that made me want to keep persisting: "Actually, I can

of. "

He did not continue the topic, but said to me: "Don't go barefoot, go back and put on your shoes."

Put it on and don't catch a cold. "

Then he brushed the broken hair in front of my forehead, lowered his head and kissed me gently on my forehead.

say good night."

Then the door was closed.

I froze at the door for a few seconds before turning around and going back to the room. Then my face started to turn red and

feverish. He buried his face in the pillow, hating that he had lost someone and was rejected instead of offering himself up.

I woke up early the next morning and came out of the bedroom to find that Shi Yu had already gotten up and was sitting on

the sofa, flipping through the iPad in his hand.

Seeing me getting up, he sat up and asked me, "Why are you getting up so early? You finally have a holiday and don't want

to sleep more?"

"When I woke up, I couldn't sleep." I still felt a little embarrassed because of what happened yesterday.

Embarrassing, but it seemed like nothing happened to him.

After thinking about it, he may have seen too much, and he doesn’t care about me, living with a woman like this.

The child's villa, I don't know how many more he has there.

"Here's a bowl of noodles. I'll take you out to eat at noon."

I scratched my head and said sheepishly, "I... I'm not very good at cooking."

He looked up at me and was stunned for a moment, then he smiled: "I'm not asking you to cook, I'm

cook. "

I didn’t expect that the admirable “Brother Yu” in everyone’s mouth could actually cook.

And, it tastes pretty good.

I didn’t know what to say at the dinner table, but I felt a little embarrassed not to say anything, so I just casually said

Ask him: "Why haven't you seen Wei Xi recently?"

He looked up at me and said, "Why did you call him Wei Xi?"

I was very confused: "Isn't his name Feng Weixi?"

He continued to ask me: "Didn't he say that others call him Axi?"

I couldn't help laughing when I thought of "Axi": "Don't you think calling him Axi is like swearing? I felt

awkward, so I called him Weixi."

He squinted and stared at me for a while, as if he was judging whether what I said was true.

I continued, "What's wrong? Is there any problem with calling Wei Xi?"

He said, "Well, no problem, you can call it whatever you want."

I, the second monk, was also confused, so I could only continue chatting awkwardly: "Weixi is quite interested.

Sorry, today's drivers are so boring. Sitting in the car is so boring. "

"knew."

At this time, my phone rang. It was a WeChat message. When I opened it, it was Officer Wang: Happy New Year.

happy.

I smiled and replied: Happy New Year.

I haven’t contacted Officer Wang for a while. If he knew I was living in someone else’s house,

Here, I don’t know what to think.

Shi Yu asked me whose news it was.

I said my friend wished me a Happy New Year.

He frowned and said nothing.

Officer Wang sent another message: How are you doing lately? I'm a little busy and haven't had time to see you. How do

you celebrate the holiday today? I'll take you to dinner.

I thought about it, Shi Yu had already stayed here last night, and he probably wouldn't be with me during the holiday today,

so I agreed directly to Officer Wang.

Shi Yu saw that I kept lowering my head and playing with my phone, so he scolded me softly: "Eat well, no

play cell phone. "

I put down my phone, finished the last bite of noodles, and got up to clear the dishes. Shi Yu also finished eating, so I

picked it up together, put it in the dishwasher, and turned around to wipe the table.

Seeing that I had been busy, Shi Yu asked, "What are your plans for today?"

As I wiped the table, I said, "I have an appointment with a friend for lunch."

He was stunned for a moment, probably because he didn't expect anything to happen to me, and then asked: "What friend?

Why didn't you tell me? "

I said, "We just made an appointment. Today is the holiday. I don't think you'll stay at my place."

Here, I just happened to be going out for dinner with my friends. "

What I didn’t know at the time was that Shi Yu specifically turned down a day’s work just to be with me.

New Year.

He was silent for a while and said, "I'll take you there later."

I quickly said, "No, no, I'll just take a taxi."

"On the way."

"All right."

But actually, I haven’t said where I’m going to eat yet.

After cleaning up the dining room, I sat on the small sofa in front of the floor-to-ceiling window in the living room and read a book. Shi Yu

was still reading the computer on the small reception table next to me.

Occasionally, I would say a few words without saying anything.

It's almost noon, I'm getting ready to go out, and Shi Yu is also dressed and ready to see me off.

In the car, I felt quite embarrassed: "I'm sorry, Mr. Shi, but I'd like to ask you to send me off, which will take

up half a day of your time."

He probably understood that I thought he had a family or other...lover.

He just looked at me sideways and said, "What's going on in your head?"

"Huh?" I didn't understand what he meant.

He shook his head and said no more.

They sent me to the entrance of the shopping mall where I had made an appointment with Officer Wang. I got out of the car and he was beside me.

Then he said: "Yiqing, call me after dinner and I will pick you up."

"good."

I made an appointment with Officer Wang at a hot pot restaurant. As soon as I walked in, I saw him waving to me.

I also said hello and sat over.

"How have you been lately? I went to the cafe to find you, and the lady boss said that you no longer have a part-time job.

Internship at any big company? "

"It's very good. The teacher recommended me to intern at a consulting company. It's a rare opportunity."

"Okay then, when are the final exams?"

"The New Year's Day holiday is over, and the exam will be on the 4th. It will take one week."

"During your winter vacation..." He tentatively asked me where I would stay during the vacation.

"I went to an uncle's house. He had a vacant house that I could stay in temporarily.

one time. "

"That's good."

Then we talked about work and life. Officer Wang has a warm and cheerful personality.

He's not a few years older than me, so it's always easy to chat with him.

After dinner, he said he would take me back to school. I was stunned for a moment. I hadn’t returned for a long time.

After checking into the dormitory, he pretended to be polite and said, "No, someone will pick me up."

He also remembered: "Oh, that relative of yours, right?"

I nodded.