EIGHT. As much as I hated to admit it, I was developing certain feelings for Gwen. And for Adrian. It was stupid and I knew it, but they had the type of complex s****l relationship I wanted to have with someone. Or someones. If I saw I wasn’t romantically attracted to Gwen, I’d be lying. I tried to remember that she didn’t have any romantic interest in me. She was married to Adrian. Happily married for all I knew. So I kept a lid on my feelings and just enjoyed f*****g my local hotwife two or three times a week. And I also enjoyed getting my d**k sucked by Adrian once a week. Every Thursday afternoon. I looked forward to it. Yeah, I preferred women to men, but I knew I’d never be able to give up s*x with men entirely. But that was part of the frustration with Adrian. He was happy to suck

