Hidden Secrets

Chapter 5: Traveling Wonder

Damon's POV

Once I have finished running off my anger with Shadow I walk back into the pack house not caring that I'm completely naked. I hear a couple of whistles from the males and then the burn of lust from the unmated girls, but I find one girl that will always fills the needs. Trixy is only a s****l need, nothing more and if she wants something else I truly don’t care. She is a tall skinny girl, too skinny if you ask me, with long very dyed red hair. To add to her uneven body she has a big ass but small breasts. I grab her making her squeal, but only get a smirk on her face when she realizes I'm naked.

"Damon? Where are we going?" she asked with a larger smirk

"Shut the f**k up or I won't take you at all," I added

After I said that she didn't say anything, but just waited for me to push her into my room. As soon as I had my door in my sights I stopped her, turning her towards me. I slammed my lips on her and pushed her up against the wall. I licked her lips asking for entrance into her mouth, but she was trying to play me, and I wasn't in the mood for games so I bit her lip making her whimper allowing me access to her mouth tasting cooper on my tongue. As we are playing with each other I grab her ass making her jump wrapping her legs around my waist.

"Should... I ask... what... has you... all relayed up?" She gasped as I was kissing her neck

"Shut up I didn't bring you here to talk," I said, walking her further into my bedroom

Once I felt the mattress I threw her on to my bed, and climb on top of her. She may be tall but my body makes her look like a miniature doll. I rip off her dress to reveal her bra and underwear as I’m an inch away from tearing those off. I feel Shadow start to howl in pain which made me want to curl. Then I felt it, it felt like someone was stabbing me hundreds of times with a burning blade.

"f**k!" I screamed throwing myself to ground grasping my head

"Damon?! Are you okay? " Trixy asked with concern reaching out to touch my back

"GET OUT!" I yelled, slapping her hand away. The pain subsided. I grabbed her wrist and my shirt off the ground, throwing her out. Once she was out I locked the door and slid down the door only to have the pain subside.

What the hell was that?!

I don't know... It was almost like someone was telling me to not touch her

What do you... someone was telling you?! I need some kind of release and you cockblock me and your only excuse is someone is telling you! No one can talk to you but me dipshit!

Hey, I wa.....

With that I shut him out, I didn't want to hear anything else he had to say. Once I feel the pain go away I get up and walk to the shower. I have alway liked showers sure in a bath you can relax but showers are meant for thinking. What was I going to do? Where was I going to start looking for my mate? It's not like they are labeled where they are, I was leaving tomorrow to start finding my mate but if this is how it feels touching any other female then I guess that I won't be having fun either along the way.

"f**k me!" I yelled punching the titled wall only to have it crack under my fist

Finishing my shower I walk out with a towel wrapped around my waist, I walk into my closet changing into a pair of boxers. Jumping in my bed I can feel my eyes start to fall and go into a world of darkness.

***

I'm walking... where I'm going I have no idea, but it's black and blue with freckles of stars. Panic soon starts to set in when I don't know where I'm at and I start to run. Suddenly, a huge white flash happens right in front of me causing me to fall right on my ass. When I look up I see the moon, "You have to find her before it's too late," I hear a voice whisper to me, "Find who? Who are you?” I push out in my panic. "Follow the morning moon and you are bound to find her." they say. "WHO IS 'HER'!!" Suddenly I fell I huge pull and everything starts to speed up.***

I wake up in a panic and fall off my bed gasping for air. I realize that I'm still in my room and I take a deep breath. I look at my clock and see that it's 3:30 am. I feel a pull in my head and realize that shadow is trying to tell me something and I reopen the link between us.

WE JUST TALKED TO THE MOON GODDESS!!

What?

Do I really need to repeat myself?

I sat there in shock, not knowing how to react, but why would she want to talk to me. SO many questions were passing through my head that I didn't realize that I had gotten up to start packing my things.

Looking back at the clock its 4:30 and I sigh. My flight leaves in a hour… as it where I’m not sure yet. Stuck in my own trance I hear a knock at the door. Looking up I see a tiny woman in her early forties standing there in jeans and a white button up shirt with her black hair in a tight bun. Looking at her Amber eyes I see Sam and John's eyes as well. I greet her with a small smile and meet her half way in my bedroom.

"You look like s**t," She said

"Gee, thanks mom," I replied

"What? I'm only being honest with you, what kind of mother would I be if I kept lying to you,"

"A normal mother... a good mother,"

Right as soon as I said that I felt a slap across my shoulder and I only laughed flinching away.

"Hey, ok I'm sorry! you are a wonderful mother," I laughed as I blocked another throw. My mother isn’t like any other old lady out there; she always acted like a kid, but I mean she had to keep up with four boy pups. My father was always serious and she was adventurous, and that's where all of our attitudes come from . It is an oddball couple but I guess that they make it work.

"Your father told me about the competition and the whole finding the mate thing," she said looking down, "Just know that no matter what that I love you, but your father is right if you ever want to run the council or the pack your mate is deciding vote,"

"Mom I..."

"Let me finish, I never have liked how you toss girls to the side, a f**k an’ dump, as you would say,” I cringe at that, waiting for her to continue, “But your mate is meant for you and if you hurt her I will kill you even if you are my son."

"Wow, that is inspirational..." I said grinning and raising one of my eyebrows, but she wrapped me in her arms and gave me a large hug. I was about to reply to her and ask her if the moon goddess has ever talked to her but I stopped. I didn't want her to worry anymore than she already is, and I only returned the hug she was giving me.

"Remember to call me every day, and whatever you find," she said, pulling away, wiping away her tears, and walking out of the room.

As I finish packing I head to the kitchen packing some good snacks for the flight and drive. I round the corner and am greeted by my brothers and their mates.

“So the horny fuckboy is off to find his soul mate,” Ricky mocks, wrapping his arms around Ariel and dipping her. Ariel is a sweet girl with black hair dipped in blue. It shocked everyone when she came home with color but no one questioned her. She has also grown up with us as she is my fathers beta’s child. So when Ricky claimed her as his mate it was a no brainer. Not a great fighter like May but holy s**t she is one hell of an accountant I think one of the best.

“Oh f**k you,” I said throwing more food into a bag,

“Umm I heard that's what you were about to do to Trixy until you shoved her out of your room butt ass naked,” Sam commented, earning him a slap to the back of his head.

“Watch it,” May says behind him,

“What did I say? I was only stating facts,” Sam said in defense

May only replied with rolling her eyes, and looking back at me with pity in her eyes

“Don’t look at me like that, I don’t need your pity,” I said placing my bag on the table, “I’m 26 years old I think I can f*****g manage my bullshit,” I said, and I hear John and his mate Josie walk in. She is a red headed spit fire, and she is all talk as John is quiet. She is a fighter just like May but she is the best in wolf form as her wolf is quick and quiet. John just places his hand on my shoulder in quiet reassurance. I only nod and turn to give them a hug.

“Thanks, I’ll call you all when I get to where ever the f**k I’m going,” I said grabbing my bags

“Will it's a good time to leave I guess,” Sam says, “It's a full moon tomorrow so everyone will be just crazy to get a piece of you,”

I was about to say something but when I looked behind him I noticed the moon is still gracing itself in the morning dew.

“Follow the morning moon,”

West it is.