It took me less than a minute to drive to Kaden's house considering he lived so close to me. Then I spent what seemed like hours sitting in my car, staring at his house and debating how I was supposed to get out of my car and actually go see him. I wanted to see him more than anything but it was more difficult than I thought it would be after my conversation with Avery. I felt terrible for how I ended out friendship and felt worse knowing he had so much going on and I wasn't there just because I was selfish and didn't want to get myself more hurt. Eventually I knew I couldn't sit in my car the whole night so I finally got out and knocked on the front door, my whole body wracked on anxiety as I waited for the door to open. A man in his late-forties opened the door. He was dressed in grey

