SYNOPSIS
1452 Words
Everything was already okay, it was great. My relationship with her was peaceful and I couldn't ask for more. I can not even think that I, Daniel Mitch Sandroe, the only unico hijo of Sandroe family and the most known playboy of the city was having a feeling of a far and unexpected contentment.
Never in my whole life I would imagine being satisfied with just a single scenery of her sweetest smile. It is a vision I would always want to watch.
But those moments had come to an end. I don't know what happened. All I remember was me, alone in a closed room with a lot of beers scattered around me, all of it were empty and what's the most racking of them all is that I found myself crying and holding a piece of paper.
It was the most cherished picture of ours. We had it on our first anniversary.
Why...
Why is the universe unfair to me. All I did was to love her.
I really don't know why back then before I realized.
Until now I've been preoccupied with the thoughts of where it came from, the too much heart ache and I guess through the years without her by my side. I already did knew that those things came from the word Love.
Which is really something you can't understand the true meaning. But right now, I think, I already know what Love is.... in half meant.
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"Let her go"
"Leave her you damn i***t!"
"She is no good for you"
" You can choose anyone but her"
"You are ruining your damn future, Daniel Mitch Sandroe!"
Those hurtful words were once said by my family. They were the ones who made Ruby, broke up with me. It was when Ruby had informed them some of her background and I could tell that they dislike Ruby's background especially when it comes to the money income of her family.
I really can't understand their basis when it comes to whoever will become my girlfriend. I don't care if she comes from the poorest family of this city because as long as I love her, no one can take her away from me, as long as I am with her, she will be everything to me and Ruby is an example of that.
But the things in my head didn't go as what I have been planning, especially when it comes to my family. They have been strict at controling my whole life because I am there only heir. My future is what they've been holding but it sucks when I was treated like a young and naive lad that can't even handle a single math problem but who cares about that I am 23 and I'm in a relationship, with that I am completely aware of what I've been doing in my whole life. They were as if I haven't done anything wrong in my school, the university they handled. Little did they know I was the boss of that school. I was far from being the good son as what they've been seeing in their whole lives. f**k up with this masked life.
Those bad deeds I've done had come to an end when I met Ruby, they didn't know how Ruby means to me, a lot.
She was the only girl that lasted for more than weeks of flings, well I thought it was something fling at first but as those weeks became months, my thoughts were wrong. It is not fling things anymore but it is a serious relationship. Many would have thought that I was being taken by a witch. A very gorgeous witch.
" Ahh Goodness gracious!, f**k the inheritance, I don't need them!", I said as I drink the vodka I had.
I was far from feeling happy with this birthday present my family gave because they were the ones who made my life miserable and s**t.
How could they take away the source of my happiness, I didn't feel this things before. It is only her who could make my heart beats rapidly. It would took a lot of minutes before my heart beats will be in normal beat. She's everything to me I must say, I don't need anything. She's all I care and what future brings to us is I would gladly accept it but I really can't understand how people use their mouths and brains like how come they can't understand someone's situation, they just concludes without knowing the real score behind the walls. The hell with this immoral society.
"How can I stop this things nagging inside my head!?" I shouted again after I drink the last shot. It's very dark and loud in here. This dark aura of the place would be warm enough if my baby was in here beside me.
"The hell with this situation I'm gonna follow what my heart wants and it says Ruby Monty", I said, very determined to win my baby's heart again.
But my mind still keep on thinking the things they've done. I do not care if they don't know what Love is. All I care is that I am loved— even once, this feelings can not be replaced nor substitute, this thing will forever be in the depths of my heart.
Even if they kept on insisting that I need to find a girl who is more suitable and perfect for me but guess I will still aim and regain the love I once felt from my happiness.
Even with the hardest and toughest situation, I will always choose the side of where my baby goes. Even with all the insults and hurtful words. I would still claim her as mine because no one in this city that will love her as much as I do.
"Bro enjoy your party, have some fun, there's a lot of hot girls out there!", my boy cousin shouted to me from the dancefloor.
Indeed it is a huge celebration but still I don't feel any satisfaction right now, especially when Ruby haven't texted me for more like four days and counting but I wish she will message me, a simple greet of happy birthday would be beyond best. I wish she'll come in this party with the long, black leg slitted dress that I gave to her before the misunderstanding of our relationship happens.
"How can I enjoy this party my parents made when the most special person I badly want to see is not in here! tell me! how can I enjoy this f*****g party without her?", I silently murmured while looking at the empty glass, I then call the waiter to give me another shots of vodka. I would rather drink all the alcohols in the world than being left from Ruby. I would gladly take all the pain and torture.
We've been cool off for two weeks now and it is because of my parents, doing some s**t arrange marriage without my permission, and damn with this situation, f**k I really miss my girl!. It happened so fast that I couldn't give a proper explanation to her. I badly want to tell her that I am not the one whose behind all of this humiliations made by my family and that I should say that I am not aware of those things they've planned.
I was sobbing silently when I noticed that Celine, my cousin seated next to the block chair behind me. Of all the cousins around me only this girl can perfectly define what's are the thoughts inside my mind.
"She's leaving. " Celine declared without hesitation and looked at me with a perfect smile plastered on her face but I know her better and I could sense the sadness behind her chocolate eyes when she said those words, She's really into my relationship with Ruby. She once said that never leave Ruby behind or else I'll be under her scorching and deadly eyes.
"It's okay", I said, looking at her as if it is really okay.... but what's inside my mind and heart right now really is pure sadness and misery. I don't want to feel this anymore, I want to fight for the happiness I want to experience again. I want to be under her little and smooth arms.
But now, I understand what she acted in the past several days, she had totally ignore me in the university when the unexpected revelation had gone public. She wouldn't go out when it is the time for snacks or lunch. She wouldn't go to the places we used to go and with that I fully understand that cool off for her is
Breaking up.......
——MG
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