'How are you here right now?' I went straight for the question even though a part of me wanted to cuddle him and drown in his presence.
'I had a bad feeling all night, I don't know what it was, I just had a bad feeling. And when morning came I kept telling the nurse to get in touch with you, and when they finally got in touch, your mum picked up your phone and told them about this. When I found out I went crazy, I threatened to kill every single person in that hospital if they didn't let me come and see you so eventually they told me I was free to come and visit you as long as I was on my best behaviour. I've had four guards and two cops watching me all day. I tried to come inside and see you but your dad said no so they wouldn't let me in until now, I had to force my way in.' He looked s
