Jasper slowly walked out of his car and up the pathway towards the front of his house. The house that seemed so empty, the house that he knew that he should have sold ages ago. But couldn't, because the house and the things inside were the closest he could get to his husband. This was the house that was the representation of their love and marriage. It wasn't only his to sell, it belonged to both of them. It had been three years since Alec left him. The initial months were the hardest, but he survived. He was still surviving, every new day was like a new challenge to him. He tried every way; he hired private investigators, asked Alec's parents, his friends and even Chris, but all of it was a waste because no one knew where exactly he was. He kept in touch with Chris and his friends but

