Chapter Fourteen
The Board’s splintered door gave one last shudder behind them as Claire ran.
Damien didn’t count. He moved.
One hand on her back, the other with the knife reversed, he guided her down the spiral before the wood could fully collapse. Water on stone, breath in her ears, his body a wall between her and the sound of boots on the stairs above.
“Keep going,” he said, low and even. “Don’t look up.”
She didn’t.
They hit the tunnel mouth in less than a minute. Cold air from below met the rain at the grate. He boosted her up first, palms at her waist, steady. Then he came after her, fast, and pulled the rusted cover back into place with a scrape that made her teeth ache.
Durban at night. Wet streets. The city sounded far away.
“Residence,” he said. It wasn’t a question.
She nodded, still clutching her ribs where she’d hit the stair. The brass key was warm between his fingers and hers. He hadn’t let go when he took it.
They moved fast, but not reckless. Side streets. Service alleys. A closed laundromat awning for thirty seconds while he checked the roofline. He was bleeding again. The cut at his temple opened with every breath.
“Damien,” she started.
“Not bleeding out,” he cut in. “Talk when we’re inside.”
Their residence was three blocks from the canal. Fourth floor. No elevator. One lock, one deadbolt, one chain he’d installed himself.
He had the door open before the rain hit them again.
Inside: quiet. Old brick. A window that looked out over the harbor lights. Heat that didn’t work half the time. Safe.
The door locked. The chain slid home. The world cut out.
Claire dropped her coat. It hit the floor with a heavy, wet sound. She was shaking. Adrenaline, cold, the fall, the door. All of it.
Damien didn’t touch her right away. He stood with his back to the door, watching it, knife still in hand until he was sure. Then he set it on the table. Click.
“Are you hurt?” he asked.
“Just my hip. You?”
“Fine.”
“Liar.”
He almost smiled at that. Then he crossed the room in two steps.
No three meters. No rules quoted. He framed her face with both hands, thumbs at her jaw, and checked her. Eyes, mouth, the tremor in her lip. His fingers were cold from the rain, but they didn’t shake now.
“You’re here,” he said. Same words as the stairwell. Different meaning.
“I’m here,” she answered.
He pulled her in. Not furious this time. Anchored. His forehead rested against hers and he breathed her in like he’d been holding it for fifty meters too long. Water dripped from his hair onto her collar. The cut at his temple wept against her skin.
“I didn’t let go,” he said against her mouth. “I counted so you could run.”
“I know.” Her hands found the front of his coat, fisted there, and dragged him closer. “You came through anyway.”
“I always will.”
That broke something open between them.
He kissed her, and it was nothing like the stairwell. That had been panic and proof. This was slower. Deliberate. Wet coat and cold skin and the taste of blood from his temple at her hairline. He took his time with her mouth like he had time now. Like the Board wasn’t on the other side of the door.
His hands moved from her face to her neck, to her shoulders, pushing the soaked coat off. It fell. He followed it with his own, then his shirt, without breaking the kiss for more than a breath. The room was cold. He was warm.
“Damien,” she whispered, when she needed air.
“Say it again.”
“I’m here.”
“Good.” His thumb brushed under her eye, catching the last of the tunnel water. “Because I’m not leaving.”
He backed her toward the couch. Not fast. Every step was a choice she made with him. When her knees hit the cushion, he went down with her, one knee on the floor, one hand braced beside her head. He kept his weight off her hip. He remembered.
She reached up and touched the cut at his temple. He flinched, then stilled under her fingers.
“Let me,” she said.
He didn’t argue. He sat back on his heels while she found a clean towel and pressed it to the cut. His eyes never left hers. No jokes. No distance. Just him, undone and present.
When the bleeding slowed, she dropped the towel. He caught her wrist.
“Key,” he said.
She looked down. Their joined hands. The brass between them.
He opened her fist. Took the key. Set it on the table next to the knife. Then he laced their fingers again.
“Mine to hold,” he said, echoing the stairwell. “Yours to use.” He brought her knuckles to his mouth. “And you’re mine to keep safe.”
“Not from me,” she said.
“Never from you.”
He leaned in and kissed her like a vow. Not desperate. Certain. His other hand came up to her back, sliding under the damp layer she still wore, palm flat and hot against her spine. She arched into him without thinking.
“Claire,” he breathed her name like it was the only coordinate that mattered.
She pulled him down with her onto the couch. He went, careful, adjusting so she was above the hurt hip, so she could breathe, so she could see him. The rain hit the window. The harbor lights blurred. The Board was outside. They were inside.
He held her face again. “Bank. Proof. 7:00,” he murmured against her lips. “And after that, you and me. No meters. No doors.”
“Promise?”
“Proof.”
She believed him.
They stayed there a long time. Talking in kisses. Breathing in sync. His hands learning her again, unhurried, like she was something he’d been afraid to lose and finally had back. She mapped the lines of him too, the tension leaving his shoulders by degrees, the way his breath caught when she touched the scar at his ribs.
When the cold finally drove them under a blanket, he didn’t let go to get it. He pulled her with him, wrapped around her from behind, her back to his chest, his arm locked around her waist.
“You’re not alone,” he said into her hair.
“I know,” she said. And for the first time since the door clicked shut, she did.
Outside, boots passed their building once and kept going. Inside, Damien’s thumb drew slow circles over her knuckles where the key had been.
He didn’t count to three meters. He didn’t count at all.
He just held on.