I stepped into Sienna’s apartment, the air thick with a mix of lavender and something sweet—vanilla, maybe. It smelled warm, lived-in, like someone had been burning a candle all day. The space itself was cozy, with soft lighting and earth-toned furniture, but there was an awkward tension hanging between us, one I hadn’t really thought about until now. This was the first time we’d ever been alone together.
Sienna hesitated near the doorway, adjusting the sleeve of her pajama top.
“You can just put that on the counter,” she said, gesturing to the bags I still had in my hands. Her voice was quiet, almost cautious, like she wasn’t sure what to do with me being here.
I nodded and walked to the kitchen, setting everything down with a soft thud. I’d gone overboard, I knew that. I’d grabbed painkillers, herbal teas, electrolyte drinks, a face mask—things I wasn’t even sure would help but felt like safe bets. And then, because I couldn’t help myself, I picked up her favorite food. I’d heard her mention it once in passing, and for some reason, it stuck.
When I turned back, Sienna was leaning against the couch, watching me with a look I couldn’t quite read. “You didn’t have to do all this,” she said after a beat.
I shrugged, slipping my hands into my pockets. “I know. But Malik’s working late, and I figured you could use some company.”
She tilted her head slightly, studying me like she was trying to figure out my angle. “You and Malik do this for each other a lot?”
I smirked. “Nah. If he had a headache, I’d tell him to tough it out.”
That got a small laugh out of her, soft and brief. It wasn’t much, but it was enough to cut through the tension just a little.
Sienna pushed herself off the couch and padded over to the kitchen. She peeked into one of the bags, pulling out a bottle of pain medicine. “You really did think of everything,” she murmured, more to herself than to me.
“Like I said, I figured it couldn’t hurt.”
She gave me a small smile before taking two pills from the bottle. “Well… thanks.”
An awkward silence settled between us, both of us standing there, neither of us sure what to say next. This was weird. We knew each other, but only in the context of Malik. It wasn’t like we ever had one-on-one conversations. She was quiet, thoughtful, the type to observe before speaking. I was loud, always cracking jokes, always in the middle of something. We were different, and now that we were alone, it was obvious.
“Uh, you wanna sit?” she finally offered, gesturing to the couch.
I nodded and followed her, settling into the corner of the couch while she curled up on the opposite end, tucking her legs beneath her. She looked better than when I first walked in—less tense, less like she had a headache threatening to split her skull. The scarf on her head had loosened a little, a few strands of hair slipping free.
“You feeling any better?” I asked.
She nodded. “Yeah. I think the medicine helped. And the tea.”
“Good. Otherwise, all this would’ve been for nothing.”
She gave me a side glance, a hint of amusement in her eyes. “You really do have a big personality.”
I grinned. “I get that a lot.”
She shook her head, but she was smiling now, more relaxed than before. A comfortable silence settled between us for the first time since I arrived. I glanced at the TV. “You watching anything?”
She hesitated for a second before reaching for the remote. “Just rewatching Insecure for the hundredth time.”
I raised an eyebrow. “You a big Issa fan?”
She nodded. “Something about the way the show captures real relationships, real people—it just feels… nice.”
I leaned back on the couch, watching her as she spoke. She was passionate about it, even if her voice never got too loud. “That’s a solid choice. I respect it.”
She smirked. “What about you? What’s your go-to?”
I thought for a second. “Probably Atlanta. The humor, the social commentary—Donald Glover is a genius.”
Her eyes lit up. “You know, I never finished it. I started but got sidetracked.”
I placed a hand over my heart. “That’s a crime. You gotta finish it.”
She laughed, a real laugh this time. “Maybe you’ll have to convince me.”
Something in my chest tightened at the way she looked at me just then—like we weren’t just Malik’s best friend and Malik’s girlfriend. Like we were two people actually getting to know each other. It was subtle, but it was there. And it caught me off guard.
***
We settled into the couch, plates balanced on our laps, the sound of Insecure filling the space between us. The smell of fried chicken and creamy mac and cheese lingered in the air, mixing with the faint lavender scent that always seemed to cling to Sienna’s apartment. It was comfortable, easy in a way I hadn’t expected.
Sienna took a slow bite of her food, closing her eyes for a second like she was savoring it. “Okay, this might be the best mac and cheese I’ve had in a minute.”
I smirked, wiping my hands on a napkin. “When it comes to me picking food, it has to be the best.”
She shot me a small, appreciative smile before turning back to the TV. We ate in silence for a bit, laughing at Issa’s awkward moments and side-eyeing Molly’s latest bad decision. It felt normal, natural, like we’d been doing this for years instead of for the first time.
As we finished up, I leaned back, stretching my legs out. “So… what's up with these headaches?”
Sienna set her plate down on the coffee table, sighing softly. “They come and go. Some days are worse than others.”
I frowned, watching her closely. “Have you seen a doctor?”
She hesitated, her fingers tracing over the hem of her sleeve. “Not yet. It’s probably just stress.”
“Stress can do a lot, but constant headaches?” I shook my head. “You should at least get checked out.”
She let out a dry chuckle. “You sound like Malik.”
I raised an eyebrow. “Because we both care?”
Sienna met my gaze, something unreadable flickering in her eyes before she looked away. “Yeah… I guess.”
Something about the way she said it made my chest tighten. Like she wasn’t used to people looking out for her like that.
I nudged her foot lightly with mine. “Well, until you do, I got you covered. Stocked you up with every remedy possible.”
That got a small smile out of her. “You really didn’t have to do all that, you know.”
I shrugged. “I know.”
She looked at me again, this time with something softer, something that made my pulse stutter. It wasn’t just gratitude. It was something else. Something I wasn’t ready to name.
And from the way she looked away first, tucking her legs beneath her again, I wasn’t sure she was ready to either.
The conversation flowed easier after that. We talked about other shows, favorite movies, childhood favorites. Turns out, we had more in common than I thought. She loved old sitcoms. I nerded out over classic action flicks. We both thought rom-coms were underrated. We laughed over bad reality TV and debated which decade had the best music.
Sienna shifted on the couch, her fingers pressing lightly against her temple. The easy rhythm of our conversation faltered as she exhaled a slow, measured breath, like she was trying to will the pain away.
I watched her for a moment, debating whether to say something. “Headache coming back?”
She nodded, closing her eyes briefly. “Yeah. It’s not as bad as earlier, but it’s still there.”
I hesitated before speaking, unsure if I was crossing some kind of line. “You want me to—uh, I could try rubbing your head? See if it helps?”
Sienna blinked at me, surprised. “You don’t have to do that.”
“I know.” I shrugged. “But it might help.”
She studied me for a beat, then sighed. “Okay. Yeah. Sure.”
I shifted closer, hesitating for half a second before gently resting my fingers against her temples. Her skin was warm, softer than I expected. I started slow, pressing in light circles, trying to mimic the way my mom used to rub my head when I had stress headaches.
Sienna let out a quiet breath, her shoulders relaxing just a little. “That actually feels nice.”
“Good,” I murmured, focusing on the way the tension in her brow eased under my touch. The room felt smaller somehow, quieter. The sounds from Insecure faded into the background, and all I could hear was the soft rhythm of her breathing. I kept my movements slow, careful, like I was afraid to break whatever strange moment we’d settled into. After a few minutes, her head tilted slightly toward me, like she was unconsciously leaning into my touch. My stomach flipped, and I swallowed hard, suddenly hyper-aware of how close we were.
“You’re really good at this,” she murmured, eyes still closed.
I huffed out a small laugh. “Hidden talent, I guess.”
She smiled, barely, but I saw it. Felt it. I should’ve pulled away. Should’ve made some joke to break the tension. But I didn’t.
And the longer I sat there, my hands in her hair, the more I realized something I wasn’t ready to admit. I didn’t want to.
Time passed without me noticing. The initial awkwardness was long gone, replaced by something easy. Familiar.
At some point, Sienna leaned back against the couch, pulling her knees-up. “I wasn’t sure how tonight would go,” she admitted.
I glanced at her. “Yeah?”
She nodded, playing with the hem of her sleeve again. “I mean… we’ve never really hung out. Just us.”
“True.”
“But I’m glad you came,” she said softly.
Something about the way she said it made my throat dry. I forced a smirk. “You just saying that ‘cause I brought food?”
She laughed, shaking her head. “No. I mean it.”
Her gaze held mine for a beat too long, something unspoken lingering in the air between us. I felt my pulse kick up again, the same way it had when she first opened the door.
I cleared my throat and glanced at the time. “It’s getting late. I should probably head out.”
Sienna nodded but didn’t move right away. “Yeah… probably.”
Neither of us moved.
I finally stood, grabbing my keys. "Hey. I'm here whenever you need me, even if it's just to talk about a character you hated in a movie."
She smiled, warm and genuine. "Thanks, Jade and same."
As I walked to the door, I could still feel her eyes on me. And as I stepped outside, into the cool night air, my mind raced. This was supposed to be nothing. Just checking on my best friend’s girl. So why did it feel like something more? Why did I feel a pull, a tension I couldn’t name? I shook my head, gripping my keys tighter. I needed to get it together. This was Sienna—Malik’s Sienna. So why couldn’t I shake the feeling that I was crossing a line I hadn’t even meant to step over?