I was feeling twitchy with nerves. Hindi ko alam ano ang magiging kalagayan ko sa pagpasok kong ito sa opisina. Laking pasalamat ko na lang at maagang umalis si Alejandro dahil may breakfast meeting daw ito sa Waterfront Insular Hotel. Ibig sabihin, hindi kami magkasamang papasok sa building niya. Matt picked me up right after he drove Alejandro to his destination.
Sa pagpasok pa lang sa lobby ay sa direksiyon na namin nakatingin ang lahat. I greeted the security guards ‘good morning’ when I passed by them, but they couldn’t look me in the eye. I sighed internally. Is it so hard to act as if nothing happened? Is it so difficult for them to treat me like I was just a normal employee, because I still am. I was expecting this kind of treatment, but I still found it disturbing. Pakiramdam ko’
