Shadows in Aisles
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Lila’s phone still burned in her mind. I see you.
Not on the screen. Not anymore. But in her chest—pressing, twisting, thumping so loud she thought the neighbors could hear it.
Every shadow in the apartment made her stomach curl.
Every car that passed.
Every squeak of the floor—
made her jump.
He could be anywhere.
Waiting.
Always waiting.
Her hands shook. She twisted the edge of her sweater until her knuckles went white.
She could feel her breath seize.
She tried to breathe.
Tried to tell herself she was safe.
Invisible...
Like Mara said.
But every tiny sound—the click of her neighbor’s gate, cars passing, the hum of the fridge—made her heart skip. Spike.
Minutes? Hours?
She didn’t know.
Time was nothing when fear lived in your chest like it belonged there.
Maybe it did.
She poured coffee.
Spilled a little.
Cursed under her breath.
Shivered.
Clutched the counter.
Then she looked directly at Jason’s room.
The door was closed.
His little world untouched.
Safe.
She wanted to crawl in there and wrap him in herself. Keep anyone from touching him. Keep him hidden inside her ribs if she could.
Finally, she made a decision.
She needed a car ride.
Needed to move.
To feel the wheel under her palms.
The sound of the engine humming.
She needed air.
Something that felt normal.
Something she could hold onto.
The drive was tense. Every red light a trap. Every pedestrian a possible threat.
She held the wheel tight.
Too tight.
She hummed to herself. Pretending.
Pretending she was just a mother running errands, not a hunted woman trying to stay alive.
She couldn’t stop thinking of him.
Silver.
Always him.
He could be watching.
He could be waiting.
Somewhere. Everywhere.
The supermarket loomed.
Fluorescent lights.
Too bright. Too sharp.
She held her bag tight, like it could armor her. Like it could make her invisible. Her chest was tight.
Eyes scanning.
Every person.
Every movement.
She moved slowly, aisles blurring. Milk. Eggs. Bread. Mechanical. Automatic.
Her head snapped up at every squeak of a cart, every shuffle of feet. People breathing. Talking. Bumping past her.
Her pulse jumped.
Her hands twitched.
She told herself it was paranoia.
She knew it wasn’t.
She felt him before she saw him.
Corner.
Turned too fast.
And froze.
There he was.
Silver.
Leaning against a shelf, pretending to read a cereal box. But his eyes—those eyes—found hers instantly.
Magnetic.
Deadly.
Alive.
Smiling a little. Teasing, maybe. Curious, maybe.
But sharp. Sharp enough to cut straight into her chest.
Her chest slammed.
Fingers clenched the bag so hard it hurt.
Time slowed.
Heart hammering.
The fluorescent lights glared. Everything else blurred.
He stepped closer.
Just enough to block her path.
His smile was faint. Teasing.
But his eyes—
Sharp. Piercing.
The air felt thick. Tight.
“I didn’t expect to see you here,” he said.
Smooth. Casual.
Not a threat.
Not yet.
But something in his voice twisted her stomach. Possession? Curiosity? Something worse.
She forced her eyes down. Pretended.
Pretended he was just another shopper.
She could feel his gaze digging into her. Every twitch. Every shallow breath.
He saw it all.
Fear.
She had plenty.
“I… I’m just picking up a few things,” she muttered, brittle, her voice cracking.
She tried to move past him.
He mirrored her. One small step. Enough to stop her.
“Alone,” he said.
Not a question.
Her pulse spiked.
“Yes. Alone.”
Flat. Tight.
He smiled slowly.
Like it was all a game. Slow. Deliberate.
“Good. I like it that way.”
Her stomach twisted.
Her hands ached from gripping the bag.
Her mind spun.
He knew something.
Was it… Jason?
Or something else?
Her heartbeat sped up at the thought. She had to keep that safe.
Invisible.
Untouchable.
“Are you… okay?” His voice softened, just a fraction.
Concern?
Mockery?
Amusement?
With him, it was always impossible to tell.
“I’m fine,” she said too quickly. Her body trembling.
“Just… shopping. Grocery stuff.”
His laugh was low.
No humor.
Her skin crawled.
“You’re scared,” he said.
Simple.
Accurate.
Maybe he did know too much.
She froze. Heart racing. Thoughts scattering.
“I’m… not,” she said.
Not a lie.
Not really.
More like a deflection.
Her mind screamed: Run. Hide. Scream. Anything.
He stepped closer. Just a little. Enough that her back brushed the shelf.
“You know,” he said, leaning in just enough for his presence to press against her awareness, “secrets have a way of coming out. Even when you think they’re hidden.”
Her throat went dry.
Her fingers curled tighter around the cart handle.
Did he know about Jason?
Or something else?
Her thoughts spiraled. Heart hammering.
Could he really see everything?
“I… I need—” Her voice shook. “I just… need to shop.”
He tilted his head. Eyes sharp. Amused.
“Of course,” he said softly.
Almost too gentle.
“Shop. Pick your milk. Pretend everything’s normal.”
She wanted to yell.
Shove him.
Tell him to leave her alone.
But she didn’t.
She couldn’t.
Not with him reading her like she was already open.
Her hands shook.
She almost dropped the bag.
Breath jagged.
Deep. Slow.
Invisible. Stick to the plan.
Mara’s voice echoed in her head.
He stayed.
Not too close.
Not too far.
Watching.
Smiling.
Waiting.
Every aisle felt smaller.
Every shadow sharper.
Her heart wouldn’t slow.
His eyes said it all.
He didn’t need to speak.
His presence lingered.
And she realized it then—
She could never get away.
Not really.
Not while he existed.
Not while he waited.
The store felt huge and tiny at the same time. Mundane and deadly all at once.
She grabbed the rest of the groceries mechanically, ignoring how he seemed to be everywhere. Invisible, but present.
Finally, she made her way to checkout.
Bag in hand.
Trembling.
Her eyes flicked constantly, scanning.
He was just an aisle away.
Maybe two.
Slow.
Deliberate.
Patient.
He didn’t follow her outside.
Not yet.
He let her go.
The smile still there.
Eyes glinting.
The words stayed in her chest, whispered without sound:
I know.
I see.
I wait.
She got into her car and locked the doors quickly. Hands shaking. Breath uneven.
She wanted to cry.
To scream.
Maybe laugh.
But she didn’t.
Not with him still out there.
Watching.
Waiting.
Knowing.
Her heart still thumped. Her mind a tangled mess.
She had barely survived the grocery trip that was supposed to clear her head.
And somewhere deep—cold and certain—she knew:
This was only the beginning.
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