Awake // jinkook

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Taehyung bit his lower lips tapping his fingers on top of his table, he cant even focus.

All he could think about is Seokjin. How is he coping? Yoongi told him about the news of his pregnancy.

It's probably hurting him so much, the baby will remind him of the pain that he's still having up until this moment.

"Lee Kyung Hoon..."

He shut his eyes closed, cant forget the name of the person they're suspecting to be the one who wronged Seokjin.

Taehyung sincerely likes him. It is more than just because he is beautiful or whatever, it is more than that.

He wants to be with Seokjin, he wants to take care of his every needs but he is too scared to even look how much he's suffering right now.

Lee Kyung Hoon, he wants to atleast lessen the pain that Seokjin is having. He wants his heart to be at peace, to find that man.

"Taehyung, sweetheart."

The man stood up and kissed his mother's cheeks who stared at him for too long.

"You look stressed. You deserve to rest, son." She said in a soft voice.

Mrs. Kim may be cold and heartless for a lot of people but she is the total opposite when it comes to her son.

She would literally do anything for her son to live more than just a comfortable life, there's no way in hell he would let someone aggravate Taehyung.

"Im fine, Mom." Taehyung said.

She let out a tight-lipped smile shutting her eyes closed as she took in a deep breathe.

"Is this about Seokjin, Tae?" She carefully asked.

Taehyung furrowed his brows at his mother, he shook his head, he doesnt want his mother to be involved in anything that includes Seokjin.

He's aware that his mother is not that understanding when it comes to other people, it doesnt matter even if he likes that person or what.

"Do you want me to set you up on a date?" She asked.

"I know a family and their-"

"Mom, please. I dont have any time for that."

Taehyung immediately dismissed that thought off of his mother's head.

He doesnt want to do something that he doesnt want as of the moment. He can deal with that later but definitely not now.

"Sorry, Mom."

Taehyung didnt say anything and stormed out of his office already after grabbing his car keys.

He jogged towards the elevator and immediately pressed the ground floor. He went inside his car and quickly drove away from the suffocating building.

It's funny how he hesitated to visit Seokjin but did it now without even thinking that much.

There's this sudden urge inside of him that badly wants to see Seokjin— to know how he's doing.

He shut his eyes closed for a moment shaking his head trying to erase Seokjin in his head and focused on driving or else he wouldnt make it out alive.

Yoongi is right, he should've done anything to make Seokjin feel that he is there for him. Though, all he did is sulk on his own.

He should've visited Seokjin from time to time, ask if he's fine and see if ever he needs anything so he could give it to him immediately.

Now, he's regretting all those times he is not with the younger.

The warnings of his mother about being with Seokjin shouldnt bother him. Why did he even listen and think twice? It is for Seokjin.

He keep on biting his lower lips, his breathe slightly rigid as he went inside the village of the beauty.

He stopped his car right infront of Seokjin's house. He went out and slammed the door shut jogging towards the gate and rang the doorbell for a couple of times.

No one answered.

He took a step backwards and tried to see the people inside the house as he squinted his eyes to get a clearer view.

He couldnt see anything. Letting out a deep sigh, he rang the doorbell continuously.

"Mister..."

He looked behind him when a middle-aged lady stopped with a small smile gracing her lips.

"Are you looking for Erin and her nephew?" She asked.

Taehyung glanced at the house before nodding his head at the stranger.

"They moved out early in the morning today..."

Taehyung's eyes widened in surprised, not knowing how to really respond with the sudden news.

"W.. where did they go?" He asked, gulping down.

"I dont know." The lady said and walked away already.

Taehyung stared at the house once again letting out a very deep sigh, regretting everything.

He shut his eyes closed feeling his heart wavered because of feeling something that he doesnt even know what to call.

"Im too late..."