Awake // jinkook

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WARNING: s****l HARASSMENT

Seokjin saw the keys inside the drawer, Lee probably forgot to bring it with him.

He shrugged his shoulders and grabbed the key of his window. It's probably not that bad to open it, right? He's still inside the house.

His Aunt left the house awhile ago saying that she just needs to buy something in the market for their dinner.

Though, instead of just opening the window. Seokjin decided to open the door to his balcony.

He let out a big smile when the cold wind hit his bare skin as he stepped outside, his feet hitting the cold marble.

He held the railings and looked up, staring at the dark skies full of twinkling stars and the bright moon, a way to define perfection.

Seokjin swallowed the lump forming in his throat as his heart starts to thump faster against his chest.

It's as if the moon is whispering and making him feel the lack of freedom and his youth slowly fading without even exploring outside.

"Why am I caged?" He whispered all to himself.

Not only he's caged but he's also being dictated to do this and that even though his heart hurts to oblige, he cant say anything.

He shut his eyes closed slightly shaking his head trying to erase those kind of thoughts in his mind.

He barely knows anything about life but he already needs to be with someone for not only a week or even a year but a lifetime.

Tough decision but he's forced to choose immediately.

Seokjin is a smart man, he knows that he needs to do better than just getting married to have a good life but he's also very selfless to disagree with one's opinion.

Maybe it's because of the fear of not knowing the other side of the world or even just the city that urge him to go outside of his room.

He stopped as he went downstairs reaching the front door thinking about of reaching the knob or just going back inside of his room.

An exasperated sigh can be heard and if you listen close enough, his heart is beating faster against his chest.

This is the first time that he is going to do this, go out alone without anyone knowing.

He looked at every corner of the house and let out a faint smile.

"I'll be back immediately just a few minutes, promise." He whispered as if someone can hear him.

He bit his lower lips as he twisted the knob, he ran towards the gate opened it with his hands slightly trembling, he closed it nervously before finally walking away from the house.

He clenched his fist as he made his way to the park that he saw when he's with Jungkook, he looked down noticing how everyone is looking at him.

He bit his lower lips and saw an area wherein almost no people are passing by, he smiled and decided to just go there.

Seokjin is looking around while walking not even knowing where to go. Though, he stopped when he realized that the way waiting for him is already too dark, it doesnt look safe.

He shut his eyes closed trying to calm his every nerves. Now, he is already cursing himself for going out without anyone knowing. He is stupid.

"Hi! Are you lost?"

Seokjin's breathing hitched when he heard a very unfamiliar kind of voice behind him. It's as if his feet was glued to the ground that he cant find it in him to move.

He saw the shadow of the man walked and stopped infront of him that immediately made him took a step back.

He couldnt see the stranger, he could see his long fingers but not his face not even a little touch of light on his face.

The stranger's eyes widened in surprised when he saw the face of who he's talking to, it's as if the heaven giften him something so special in the form of Seokjin.

Seokjin's lips trembled so as his hand when the stranger smiled viciously and attempted to hold his hand. Luckily, Seokjin is fast enough to slap it away.

He didnt even give the stranger some time to speak again as he turn his back against him running away but even before he could ran from him, the stranger pulled him again.

Seokjin glared at the stranger not caring whether or not he could see him doing the gesture or not as he whimpered which made the man cooed at his facial expression.

"You're so beautiful..."

Seokjin feels utterly disgusted with the way the stranger is looking at him with his eyes burning in something unknown that Seokjin cant name but he knows whatever it is called, its definitely not good.

Seokjin's eyes widened in surprise when the stranger suddenly pulled him in a much secluded area, they're in a abandoned tunnel with lots of trashes. The place stinks.

"Help! Please, help!" Seokjin yells.

The stranger let out an evil laugh that made Seokjin cried so hard and groan in pain when the stranger pushed him down on the ground.

He vigorously shook his head with salty tears running down his face, "No! No! Please. No!" He begged.

Seokjin scrunched up his nose in disgust when the stranger pinned both of his hands and settled himself above the beauty which made Seokjin cry even more.

He cried as he shouted for help endlessly when he felt the stranger's hands roaming around his lower body, he cried for help that his throat hurts but he's left unanswered.

"No! S.. stop! Please!"

He winced in pain when the stranger slapped his face for a couple of times before putting down his pants easily.

Seokjin tried so hard to get out of the stranger's touch, kicking his feet, wiggling and moving his head— none of them mattered.

He shut his eyes closed trying his heart out vigorously shaking his head while trying to get out of the stranger's malicious touch and kisses.

Turning back the time, he wished that he never longed for such things as freedom as it only harmed and will forever scar him.

Though, is he the one to blame? People are not made to be stuck in the corner of the house just because they are different from the others, the society should change its toxic views.

Why? Why cant someone like him roam around without worrying about the dangers of life while someone as horrible as this person can freely walk down the streets?

Seokjin blinked for a couple of times when a wallet fell down the ground revealing an ID. He squinted his eyes even with tears streaming down his eyes remembering the name letter by letter with fear and burning madness.

He kicked his feet harder and trying to wiggle out of the stranger's touch when his lower garments are already off and feeling his private part getting touched.

It feels filthy and it disgust him in so many levels.

"Get off me!" He cried.

It's as if the predator cant hear any words nor the cries of his victim as he continue devouring all of Seokjin as if its going to be his very last meal before his execution.

The night where Seokjin got his scar that wont heal even if it takes a lifetime.