Chapter 11
The last place Barnaby wanted to go to was his dumpy apartment. He couldn’t face it. Couldn’t face anything really. He just wanted to disappear.
He kept driving, getting as far away from Nathan as he could. He couldn’t believe he’d been so wrong. So stupid. He’d thought…well it didn’t matter what he thought. Nathan didn’t love him and didn’t want to be with him.
Barnaby realized he had driven to Calvin’s house. Knowing the hours his brother kept at the hospital, he might not even be home, but he parked, got out and hurried to his brother’s front door. If he managed to catch Calvin home, he hoped his brother didn’t have a guy over.
He knocked, waiting, his heart pounding. He didn’t know what he would do if Calvin didn’t answer.
The door opened a crack and then wider. “Barnab
