Thea
The facted that Joseph and I kissed yesterday seems to be so unreal to me. My mind still can't stop thinking about that. My mind keeps repeating that scenario. I have to stop all this or else I might get hurt.
Stop it!
I get up from bed and go take a shower. I let the cold water hit my naked body. I really need it now. I shampoo my hair also I soap my body. I scrub it and juat stay a bit longer in the bathroom until my fingers looks like a granny fingers. I turn off the water and wipe my body with towel. I also take the small towel to wrap my wet hair.
After that, I walk out from the bathroom and choose my clothes for today. Today I feel like I want to wear a dress. So, I pick a grey dress that stop until my knees and also its a long sleeve dress. This dress not to tight just a or
