For three years, Elara had imagined seeing Kael Blackthorne again.
In some versions, she was powerful enough to look through him as if he were glass. In others, she told him every cruel word she had swallowed on the night he rejected her. Once, during a fever after Rowan's birth, she dreamed she drove a silver blade through his heart and woke sobbing because the grief hurt worse than the anger.
None of her imaginings included him bleeding on Irena's shop floor while their son called for her from upstairs.
"Mama?" Rowan called again.
Elara moved before anyone else could react. She stepped fully into the shop, closing the stair door behind her with one hand.
"Stay upstairs, Rowan."
A pause.
"Is someone hurt?"
"Yes."
"Can I help?"
"No."
Her voice came out harder than she intended. Silence followed, wounded and obedient.
Kael's gaze had not left the door.
Elara walked down the last steps and faced the warriors. "Take him to the back room."
Irena's head snapped toward her. "Lara."
"Now."
The oldest warrior, a captain named Rhys if Elara remembered correctly, studied her with narrowed eyes. Recognition flickered, then shock.
"You," he said.
Elara met his stare. "If you want him alive, move."
That ended the discussion.
They carried Kael past shelves of dried lavender and foxglove into the narrow treatment room. Elara shut the door, barred it, and pointed to the table. The warriors laid their Alpha down with surprising care.
Up close, the poison was worse.
Silver veins crawled from a wound beneath Kael's ribs, blackening the skin around it. His breathing was controlled but shallow. Sweat dampened his temples. Even poisoned, he seemed too large for the room, too powerful for the table, as if death itself would need permission to approach him.
"What happened?" Elara asked.
Rhys answered. "Ambush near the western road. Silver-tipped spear. Our healers slowed it, but the poison kept spreading."
"Why bring him here?"
The captain hesitated.
Irena, who had slipped in behind them, crossed her arms. "Because Mara's letter finally reached me."
Elara turned.
Irena's mouth tightened. "Do not look at me like that. The old woman sent instructions years ago. If Blackthorne's Alpha came dying of silver that would not answer ordinary herbs, I was to bring him to you."
"Mara is dead."
"Her instructions are not."
The words struck, but Elara had no room to bleed from them. Kael shuddered on the table. The black veins reached another inch toward his heart.
She took out her knife and cut open his shirt.
Rhys growled.
Elara did not look up. "Do that again and treat him yourself."
The growl stopped.
Kael's chest was warm beneath her fingers. Too warm. Fever had taken him. Old scars crossed his skin: claws, blades, a burn near his collarbone. She hated noticing them. Hated the part of her that wanted to ask which one had hurt most.
The mate bond pulsed.
Elara crushed it down.
"Silver ash," she said, examining the wound. "Mixed with something else."
"Can you heal him?" Rhys asked.
Elara reached for moonroot, wolfsbane oil, and a vial of her own distilled Moonveil tincture, the one she used only when ordinary medicine failed.
"I can try."
Kael's hand shot up and caught her wrist.
Every wolf in the room went still.
His grip was weak by Alpha standards. It was still iron.
"Elara," he said again.
Her name sounded torn from him, stripped of command.
"My name is Lara Vale."
His eyes opened fully. Fever-bright. Devastating. "No."
Anger rose so fast it steadied her.
"You do not get to decide what I am called."
Pain moved across his face. "I thought you were dead."
"Convenient."
Rhys looked between them. Irena inhaled sharply. No one spoke.
Kael's thumb shifted against the inside of her wrist, right where the bond used to flare strongest. "I searched."
The lie almost made her laugh.
"Your men searched," she said. "I remember hiding under floorboards while they looked for my blood."
Rhys went rigid. "What?"
Kael's grip loosened.
Elara pulled free. "Hold him down."
"Elara."
"Hold him down, Captain, or watch him die while your Alpha tries to explain the past with poison in his heart."
Rhys obeyed.
Kael did not fight when Elara cut into the wound. That, more than anything, told her how close he was to death. The silver ash had clotted deep. She worked quickly, cleaning, cutting, drawing blackened blood into cloth after cloth. Kael's jaw clenched hard enough to crack teeth.
Once, his control broke and a sound escaped him.
Rowan cried out upstairs.
Kael's eyes snapped to the ceiling.
Elara's hand slipped.
The blade nicked her finger. A drop of her blood fell into Kael's wound.
The reaction was instant.
Silver poison hissed.
Light, pale as moonwater, flickered under Kael's skin. The black veins recoiled.
Rhys whispered an old prayer.
Elara froze.
Moonveil blood.
She had used tinctures before, diluted and hidden. Never her raw blood. Never on an Alpha.
Kael stared at her, no fever clouding his eyes now. "What are you?"
The question was almost the same as the one she had asked Mara years ago.
Elara wrapped her bleeding finger in cloth. "Your healer."
"Elara."
"Lara."
The word was a wall.
For once, Kael did not break through it.
She finished the treatment in silence. By the time the last black vein faded from his chest, her hands shook with exhaustion. Kael's breathing deepened. The room smelled of blood, herbs, and the storm-scent she had spent three years trying to forget.
Rhys stared at her as if seeing a ghost. "You saved him."
"I stabilized him. He needs rest."
The captain looked at Kael, then at Elara again. His expression held too many questions for a man smart enough not to ask them. Elara remembered Rhys from the old training yard, younger then, always standing two steps behind Kael with watchful loyalty. He had never mocked her like Garrick. He had never defended her either.
That was the trouble with decent wolves in cruel packs. They survived by looking away.
Rhys lowered his gaze now. "Mara always said you had gifted hands."
Elara's throat tightened before she could stop it.
"Mara said many things."
"She came to the fortress twice after you vanished," Rhys said quietly. "She demanded an audience with the Alpha. The council denied her both times."
Kael's eyes opened at that.
Elara forced herself to keep wrapping the clean bandage. "Then the council was consistent."
Rhys's mouth tightened. "I should have told him."
"Yes," Elara said. "You should have."
"We will take him back to Blackthorne."
"Move him now and he dies on the road."
Kael's voice came rough from the table. "We stay."
Elara stiffened. "No."
His eyes found hers. "You said moving me would kill me."
"That was medical advice, not an invitation."
Irena made a thoughtful sound that Elara wanted to throw a jar at.
Before anyone could argue, small feet pattered across the ceiling. Rowan had left the upstairs sitting room. Elara heard the bedroom door open, then the soft creak of the hidden stair she had forgotten to lock.
No.
She turned just as the treatment room door pushed open.
Rowan stood there in his nightshirt, curls wild, gray eyes wide. His gaze went from Elara's bloodied hands to the man on the table.
The room changed.
Kael stopped breathing.
Rowan frowned at him with the fearless suspicion only a child could manage. "Are you the hurt man?"
Kael's face drained of what little color remained.
Elara stepped in front of her son.
Too late.
Kael had seen the eyes. The shape of the mouth. The small crescent mark glowing faintly where Rowan's collar had slipped.
His voice was barely sound.
"How old is he?"
Elara lifted her chin.
"Old enough to know when he is not wanted."