Accepting Fate (Moonlight Trials Series #3)

Chapter 25

Chapter 25



Freybelle’s POV

I was mad but also a little excited. Id finally caved and packed a bag, hurling it at Nathan when he came for it. His face had been pure joy which broke my barriers down even more. Then he had disappeared to talk to the Alpha which hadn’t taken long. When he came back, he was driving a large Jeep style car which he loaded our things into. Then he handed me a letter from the Luna. I hadn’t yet opened it and didn’t want to until I was far enough away from the pack lands.

“Where would you like to stay tonight?” Nathan asked after around 30 minutes of driving where I hadn’t spoken to him at all. I shrugged, still not answering him. “Frey…” He said, his tone a little sharper than the way he had started talking to me.

“Wherever you’ve been told to stay.” I snipped at him.

“That’s not fair. I did it to protect you, and to prove some things to myself.” He answered, his stoic tone back.

“Ok well, wherever you think is safe then.” I said, m arms crossed over my chest. I knew he had broken most of my anger but that didn’t mean I wasn’t annoyed at him. The fear in me of losing him hurt me a lot. I had honestly thought he had found his real mate, not one that was slowly growing over time. “Nathan… What happens if you find your real mate?” I asked, cautiously.

“What do you mean? You are my mate…” He said, not taking his eyes off the road but his knuckles turning a shade of white.

“You said yourself, this isn’t a normal bond, and the fact a goddess sought me out to talk about it suggests there’s something else going on. I might not have spelled you, but something might have.” I bit my lip, thinking about it.

“Well... I would reject them.” He said, honestly and I frowned.

“Would it be that easy?” He shrugged.

“No, I don’t imagine it would be. But if Ive learnt anything over the last week, its that I want you in my life and need you.” He said, his tone getting softer again. We drove for another 30 minutes or so before we came to a town that was a little further than the one, we had visited. We found a hotel and I went to the back of the car to grab our bags whilst Nathan got our rooms.

“I have good news and bad news.” He said, his brows furrowed. “There were rooms but no twin beds. We have to share.” Then he smiled.

“Ok… we’ve shared a bed before…” I said, wondering why this was good and bad news.

“I know, that’s why its good news but the bad news is… I might not be able to let you go if we stay in a bed together.” I was instantly transported back to the memory he had shared earlier tonight and knew I was red. “Glad to know youre thinking of that.” He chuckled, grabbing the bags off me, leading us to the room we were going to share.

“Nathan…” I said, shyly. “What does… not letting me go, entail?” I asked, genuinely curious. He opened the door, and I was greeted by the smell of fresh linen and bleach. He didn’t answer me, instead opting to look around the room. “Nathan…” I asked again and he closed the hotel room door behind me and placed our suitcases in the wardrobe. Then I heard him lock the door. I turned to face him, but he was already on me. Damn his werewolf speed. I took a step back and he did the same until I felt the bed hit the back of my knees.

“You want me to tell you? Or just show you?” He asked, his eyes gleaming with lust.

“Erm… I mean, I don’t actually know. I mean… I learned about good old i*********e and George taught me some things, but I haven’t actually taken part in it or had the urge to do so.” I answered honestly. He sighed and sat on the bed, dragging me down to sit beside him.

“What you’ve read is how to physically do it, right?” I nodded; I knew what to do. “And you’ve read about it hurting the first time and what happens?” I nodded again, blushing furiously. “But what you haven’t experienced is the feelings behind it. The lust, the want and need?” I sucked in a breath and nodded again.

“Well… I have felt lust, when I’m around you there’s a knot in my stomach and a feeling all over me that tells me I want you to touch me everywhere and kiss me harder. But I don’t know what to do next.” There was a chuckle.

“Ok, well if I promise to be gentle and listen to everything you say, can I show you instead?” He asked and I smiled, shyly. “And not all the way tonight, ok?” He said and I nodded again. Then he looked at me and kissed me, slowly and passionately. I felt it again, the building in my stomach that said I wanted something else but didn’t know what. Nathan began undressing me, methodically folding my clothes as he did. I watched him with awe. He had taken everything off and gotten me naked on the bed, dimming the lights so I wasn’t self-conscious but I wasn’t. Witches often did many rituals naked, and it was a way to be closer to our goddesses and gods.

“I’m not shy Nathan.” I answered, giggling.

“That’s good then because your body is beautiful, just like your mind and heart.” He answered and I smiled. Pushing myself onto my elbows to watch as he got naked too, folding his clothes methodically too. The anticipation was killing me. I wanted to touch him, feel all of his muscles and skin against me. I wanted to run my tongue over his amazing n*****s as he kissed me too. I wanted to… woah, I needed to stop my mind wandering too far. Finally, he joined me on the bed, and I quickly had to look away from him. I wasn’t shy but Jesus his manhood was more perfect than any picture I had ever seen.

“Nathan…” I said, biting my lip, turning back to face him. He immediately took my lips against his and wrapped his hands around me. I felt every movement of his hand tingle through me, his kiss tingling my lips too. I felt a light headedness I had never felt when I was kissing George and a need to kiss him deeper, touch him harder and have him pressed against me. I pulled his head to deepen the kiss and opened my mouth, inviting his tongue in. He moaned.

“That’s it, Frey, just do what feels natural.” He whispered when I broke away panting. Then his fingers were exploring everywhere. And when I saw everywhere, I meant it. He pressed and stroked and tickled every inch of me until I was squirming and making nises I didn’t know existed. Finally, I reached for him and joined in, stroking and rubbing and doing what felt natural. I felt the knot in my stomach reach further south and a feeling id never felt in my thighs, woman hood and stomach all collided and burst out of me. I let out a loud moan as Nathan did the same and I felt wetness on my hands. We had just… wow. Keeping my mind out of the gutter I stopped thinking and leant back, enjoying the pleasure coursing through me. Then I felt Nathan pull me towards him, cuddling me to him.

“Wow.” Was all I could say. “Did I do it right?” I laughed and he laughed loudly with me.

“You did amazing. Its all about feeling good and enjoying each other.” He said, breathing into my hair as my head nuzzled into his chest. “I love you Frey.” He said and my head shot up to stare at him. I didn’t feel any emotion besides love coming from him, but it still surprised me. Wed only known each other around a month, but I felt it too. Id never felt love before, but I’d not felt love too and I knew this was something special.

“I love you too, Nate.” I said, trying to break the awkwardness with the nickname he had said he hated.

“Nice try. Youre not making this go away with jokes. I don’t mind that nickname when it comes off of your lips.” He said, smiling at me. I sighed and then smiled too.

“Thank you.” I said, honestly.

“For what?”

“For everything. We might have had a rocky start where you disliked me and a pack who hates me but I’m truly grateful for whatever lead me to you.” I said, hugging back into his chest. He didn’t answer and I could tell he was deep in thought. “Let’s get some sleep.” I said, knowing it was late. He agreed and started drifting off. I was hugging into him and as he let his focus slip I was pulled into an action replay of our antics but then everything went dark as I was pulled back to talk to the mystery goddess.