***Bear*** I stilled for a moment. She was so tight I almost came right then. Her muscles were tensed, her breathing was shallow, and as her eyes were closed, I felt the small tremble in her arms as she clung to me. Leaning down, I softly touched my lips to hers. "Open your pretty little eyes, babygirl." Her lids peeled open slowly. I could see the fear in them; she wasn't afraid of me, it was what we were doing. She was afraid that pain would follow, cause that's what it has always been; it's never been pleasure for her. "It's me. Keep your eyes on me, feel me, Piper." I felt her body start to relax. "That's a good girl," I tell her, placing soft kisses along her jaw. Pulling back, I pushed back in, making sure I keep it slow. Yes, it was one of the hardest things, cause I wanted her

