Tonight had been therapeutic aswell as terrifying , mum had done so well and shocked the ever living hell out of me. I knew Elliot caught her attention, but I never thought that. I felt stronger like I could handle anything , if tonight didn't break me seeing him for the first time I don't know what could. The more that happens regarding my father the easier it was getting to no longer think of him as my actual father. He was a monster and he should be treated as one.
When we pulled up at a non descript building Jayden had looked at me, half asleep leaned against him. " Do you want me to get the driver to take you and your mum home ?" . I'd shaken my head no , I'd come to the conclusion that I wanted to know everything. So that's what I'm going to do , as the days went on I definitely
