Watching from the dark , I hear his speech I wasn't as clueless as he thought I was. I know the man who wants it blown is her father. I know her father also thinks it's full of them , it wasn't it was empty. Pre approved and pre meditated. She reaches up her hand and laces it with his. He looks down at her his gaze full of love , f*****g love. For her not me, I'd been there me always me . I always was there , I gave him my body over and over. I joined in those gangbangs for him , I f****d men infront of him . For him I was what he craved and needed me. Not her not that f*****g b***h , growling I carry on down the stairs and out onto the side walk.
I was furious, I had changed everything about me for him. I wasn't this girl you see now , I knew he wouldn't have wanted her she was weak a
