Jehan I am to blame – the words are torturing me. The longer I think about it, the more sense it makes. There are few things more valuable to a lady of the court than her unblemished virtue. And I destroyed it. Of course, I knew what I was doing, the entire point was to humiliate her. Because she is a woman. Because she is noble. The two things I have detested most in life. How the hell was I supposed to know that I will end up caring for her? That is the one thing I avoided like the plague – feelings for a woman. For heaven’s sake, that is the reason I let her go in the first place. Irritated, I jump out of the chair and Remy glares at me warningly. “I am not going anywhere,” I grunt and walk to the port so I can look at the ocean. Why did she feel the need to take revenge? If she sta

