I don't think there's anything better, than letting go when you thought you couldn't. It's just this feeling on intense . . . Peace, but it's overwhelming. Trevor and I decided that we should just enjoy the time that we had here, and not dwell on the past so much. I agreed wholeheartedly because that's exactly what I wanted to do. We held onto each other while in the water, and every flow felt like a cleanse. "You know I never got to thank you for everything that you did for me," I tell Trevor, "the house, the business, the money, the car, all of it." "You don't thank people for apologies," he replies and I raise an eyebrow. "So you admit that you were in fact trying to buy my forgiveness?" "Now I didn't say that, I just mean after all what I had put you through emotionally, not ju

