Elara's pov
Rylan didn't stay up to two days before he left again. I didn't realize how much I wanted him around until he decided to leave again.
"You should not forget your tea, it's getting cold," Elsa said, pointing to the hot mug in front of me. I don't know if I could call what I was drinking tea, but it didn't look like tea to me.
"It's still smoking hot, it definitely won't get cold soon," I said, and she chuckled, walking away. Another day I was in the kitchen. I enjoyed the company of the maids more than my own company.
From that day, I stumbled across Kane having s*x. I have been avoiding him. Whenever I passed his room, I ran. That day I touched myself. It wasn't the only time I had done it. I did it again while sharing a bed with Rylan. I had woken up from a dream that had
