Chapter 38
The brothel had become my solace after that confrontation with Alucard. However, when I assumed that I could make him believe that I could sleep with another man or multiple men, the mood struck me not to engage in anything.
All I could do was drink some booze alone at my table while watching some of the male prostitutes being ravished by their female customers. Sighing, I couldn't feel any envy, but Alucard's crying face lingered in my mind.
"Madam." I looked up while my chin rested on my palm when Marchioness Carat arrived with another booze. "I would like to apologize since Alfredo is not here tonight."
I shook my head, offering a small smile. "No, it's fine, Marchioness Carat. It works in my favor, as I'm not really in the mood for any entertainment," I replied, unders
