It's been a month now since I left him. Derek has been kind and so has Sakshi the receptionist and Mara the room service. Today I was in a terrible mood. it was my and Ryan's 9th anniversary. We were suppose to be together right now doing things. My body ached for him! I wanted him, needed him so bad. "Mom.." kade was trying to make me get up but I didn't want to. I just wanted to lay in bed and cry all day. "Mom.." "Kaden go away I want to sleep." I said my voice coming out horsey due to crying the entire night. ???? Pov Crystal was in a depressive state as she longed for her mate. He should have been here for her. And worse of all today was the day she used to go into heat. " Ding dong.." the door bell rang but she did not want to get up. Little kaden was now tired of tryin

