EMPTY SOULS

FEELINGS REVEALED

What evolves when love and hatred come together. Answer is simple, Wajihaaa. When I heard rasheequa telling this I turned towards them and asked what made her say that? She said, I have been observing you since many days, and as far as I have seen ,Aleem is impressing you in some or the other way but, deep inside your heart you have something against him. 

I went silent for quite some time. I didn't know why. Even I didn't know about the exact condition of my heart. 

Few hours ago, something weird happened. Thank Allah that somehow I escaped from that auditorium. I wanted to scare the human hiding behind the curtain but, the tables turned and I found out that it was Aleem. That actually scared me!!  I was never afraid of someone unknown and today something of this sort happening has shaken my nerves. And soon after all that happened I ran away, I thought that was the only thing I could do at that moment and I changed my attire after coming down. 

But, I saw him laughing. And this time it was not new. I have seen him laugh but, today I felt like it made my day. And when I came down and was planning to go home, asifa called me. As I already said I have a gang of 5! Asifa, rasheequa, masooma and rabiya. Their contributions in my life are the major one's. These souls lighten and brighten my mood. Now when asifa called me, she wanted me to have lunch with them, I felt empty inside and many thoughts were running inside my head. I wanted some peace and where I thought I would finditt, I found few more useless questions whose answer was not known to me. Life itself is a questionnaire. My my!! But, I couldn't refuse asifa. 

We were having our lunch in the cafeteria. Vani's gang occupied the empty table beside us. She was crying. I didn't know why. I asked her if everything was alright and then she said that nothing is alright. 

I thought everyone else is feeling the same way as I was? Then she started off that she had a fight with one boy of our college whose name was Ateef. Ateef and Aleem are childhood friends and are 2 opposite poles. Ateef and vani became good friends as he wanted to learn maths from vani. I thought who learns maths but, then ushered my mind and was keenly listening to vani's story! Ateef also got a good rank in this semester and when asked for a reason he has not given any credits to vani. Vani could not digest this fact, and understood that all Muslims are the same. When she went and stated this in front of ateef, Aleem was present there. 

I sneezed in between and everyone stared at me as if they were actually watching a movie and I have disturbed their interest. Vani then continued that, Aleem said that you cannot judge someone's religion on the basis of one human's character. Vani then did not hold back and thought that aleem is supporting ateef and somehow they are gonna raise at her and decided she will rather prove her point. No wonder vani was known as the fighter c**k of our class. 

Things started coming to place. Even aleem wanted peace maybe so he sat behind the curtains of the auditorium. But, the twist was hilarious. Vani said that she has fallen in love with aleem. No one was shocked when they heard this and I asked her the same repeated question for 5 times and everyone just knocked it off by saying that it was obvious. Vani was briefing how she hugged aleem and how he suddenly pushed her away and how things are unclear. What she told about our religion, she didn't actually mean it. Because, aleem is a good Muslim and makes people believe in humanity and on the other hand ateef is a bad guy. A mean human and spoiling the name of his own religion said vani. 

This was a new topic on the whole and a new character called ateef was introduced. I didn't understand whether I was dreaming or else life was actually creating more number of senseless questions. With these thoughts running in my head I said Rasheequa that she is probably right and I kinda got impressed by him as a Muslim but, there are various things about him which are worth hating him. 

Rasheequa was probably in a shock. She thought she has hit the bull's eye. And everyone was in a shock as I barely opened up about my feelings. 

New chapters are still coming up in my life. And new characters need to be introduced. Life has got some more surprises and some more secrets to be revealed. Is it going to be interesting or saddening. 

Let's find out. And I changed my mind about everything that has happened and became quite mysterious. 

 Your perceptions may end up proving you wrong but, your thoughts can be diverted into the right direction and you can make situations better for yourself. It is you who is the manager of your own life as Allah is the sole owner. You need to be ready to welcome everything that comes your way and be ready to implement courage at times you face rejections and denials. And when life becomes complicated know the fact that you are being tested, you are going to pass this phase of your life and need to await for happiness!!

A/N: What all is Wajeeha going to face? will her little tender heart really curious to know about the negative reality or the positive points? She gives up on things which make her feel disrespected ordown or rather useless I would say. But, how will Aleem totally get out of her mind? Or instead he will occupy a permanent place? Possibilities I can state but, what will actually happen can be known i the upcoming chapters.

Hopes,

prayers and smiles.

Happy reading.