CUT THE CRAP ! I STILL LOVE YOU

CUT THE CRAP! I STILL LOVE YOU CHAPTER 2 -5

Chapter 2

Tyler's point of View》》》

Kakadating lang namin sa school with my friends..

Pumasok muna kami sa Cafeteria.

Pagkapasok namin may isang babae na nakaupo dun she's woring a glasses nerd atah or what so ever... i was shocked cause she didn't even notice us. But still i'm thankful..

Pagkatapos nun lumabas na kami and while papasok na kami sa school building ...

"Guys si Tyler !!" Someone screamed behind us..

"Ghrr...tyler ayan na naman sila..." jake said making fun of me.

"Bro, mga fans mo anjan na naman..."dagdag ni josh.

"Haynakuh... hindi ba pweding pumasok tayu ng normal... why do they need to scream !! Ghrrr." Iritang dagdag ni Dave.

"Guy's it's because our tyler was so handsome and famous that makes every girl want to scream everytime..." pang aasar ni jack.

"Shut up !" I said being irritated because of their nonsense.

And so Ayun na nga nagsisitakbuhan na naman ang mga students..

"Ang gwapo talaga ni tyler."

"Tyler I love you !"

Hindi ko na sila pinansin and palakad na sana ako but suddenly someone caught my attention.

"Wait.bitiwan mo ako !" Someone was screaming behind those students.

I spot on her..

- oh she's the nerd at the cafeteria.

I thought to my self.

But napansin ko na nakatitig sya sakin..

She was smiling while staring at me kaya i was irritated.

Hindi kona lang sya pinansin at naglakad na kami papasok ng building.

Pagkapasok namin umupo na kami sa mga upuan namin.

Let's just say na I was the top student ...

I open my drawer under above the chair.

At like the other days... may mga chocolate at letters dun..

And i was really mad because of it...

And suddenly bigla na lang sumilip si josh..

"Bro, patingin nga niyan" he said then pull the lettet on my drawer... i just let him pull it...

"Dear Tyler, i've been inlove with you since the first time i met you, i'm mieya Ford in class 2-3 " josh read it loudly that all of the students glance at him...

"Shut up !!!" I said being irritated..

Hydei's Point of View..

Wala pa naman kaming teacher kaya hinila ko papasok sa room namin si jay...

At dahil mat empty seats naman sa tabi ko dun na sya umupo.

Yes everyone hate me,no one wants to be my desk mate, but i don't care...

Everyone says na baka raw pinaglihi ako sa sama ng loob..

Aaminin ko hindi ako ganun kaganda at dahil sa pimple at glasses ko nagmukha tuloy akong nerd..

But everyone doesn't know that behind all these creepy face of mine was a beatiful lady came from the Dizon family..

"Hydei ano bang ginagawa mo? Bat moba ako hinila papasok dito..?" Jay ask.

"At wait bat ba ang pula ng pisngi mo ?!" She ask making fun of me..

It was so embarassing okay... ofcourse isn't it obvious na kinilig ako ?? Hay.. what the heck is going on... i was caught red handed so how can i still denied it..so i admitted.

Defeat haha charr...

"Wait wag mung sabihin na nainlove ka kay tyler?, ayyiee kinikilig" pang aasar nya..

Hinampas ko sya sa braso at nag denied pa.

"A-ah h-hindi kaya... atsaka ang init init kaya namumula yung pisngi ko." I said and then namaypay using my notebook.

"Hydei stop denying your caught red handed but still gusto mo parin mag denied ... haynakuh. Girl wag kang mag alala tutulungan kita na mag send ng letters... akong bahala sayu girl..." she said while laughing.

"Ano kaba jay, you already knew my situation kaya mas mabuti nang itago na lang natin ... at don't ever planned on helping me kasi alam ko na problema na naman ang dulot nyan...did you already forgot what happened when we were a kids..?" I said..

When we were kids we were neighborhood kaya magkaibigan yung parents namin.. i still remember na humingi ako kay jay ng tulong para pagtakpan na naglaro ako sa labas ng bahay, my grandmother won't allow me to left the house and i was a kids back then and because of my curiousity lumabas ako i was 7 years old back then kaya medyo bata pa ako kung mag isip.and because of it i was lost i mean hindibko mahanap ang daan pabalik, and nung hinanap ako nila momy daddy at lola tinanung nila si jay kung saan raw ako nagpunta, at ang sabi ni jay..

"Lola,baka nasa hospital po..." and after hearing those, they pannicked at pinuntahan agad almost lahat ng hospital sa Yun city...

And thankyou kasi back then

Nakita ako nina Ate shaina with her boyfriend sa park... kaya ayun nakauwi ako... and pagkauwi ko wala sila mom and dad pati na din si lola...

"Haynaku hydei,hindi moba yun limot hanggang ngayun?" Tanung niya na tawang tawa..

Ilang sandali pa nagpasama ako kay jay sa restroom kasi nga maraming gusto akong ipahiya, and i was afraid a bit okay..

Naghuhugas ako ng kamay in front of the mirror and nasa tabi ko naman si jay .

"Hydei bakit kaya hindi mo na lang hubarin yang glasses mo ??

Or bat hindi mo na lang ibalik yung dati mong style?" She said.

"Haynaku, wag na.. ang damidaming babae jan sa tabitabi oh, ako pa kaya mapapansin nya, atsaka alam mo kahit anung gawin ko hindi niya ako matitipuhan, napaka mysterious nya atsaka masungit.

Okay na yung napagmamasdan ko sya sa malayo..." i said with a serious tone.

"Haynakuh, itigil monga yang mga negative thoughts mo.. why don't you try it and then we'll see kung anung mangyayari..." sambit nya.

"Jay, si tyler Zack yun, hindi kung sinu sinung lalaki lang okay... i'm sure hindi siya magsasayang ng oras na tingnan ako... atsaka angdami daming babae ang nag bibigay ng letter sa kanya araw araw at magaganda pa yung mga yun... and ako ?? Ayy nakuh kadiri.." i said .

"Seriously? Hydei i told you na kasi we'll try and see.. Tyler Zack wasn't that bad okay... every girl in the university want him to be their kaya why don't you try ??,hydei it wasn't impossible okay... atsaka i'm sure pag nakita ka niya.. and pag nalaman niya na ikaw ...." before she could finished i cut her off.

"Jay,i told you,don't ever think of that... i was punished by my grandmother because of that incident okay ??, atsaka i don't want that to happen again okay, buti nga kasi simple punishment lang natanggap ko kay lola okay...baka pag naulit pa yun... hindi ko na alam kung panu kona mahahandle yung punishment ni lola..." sambit ko.

"Ayy, oo nga pala didn't you told me na may gustong ipakilala sayu yung lola mo before ?," she ask.

"Hayst... jay baka may makarinig sayu..." pagpapaalala ko.

End of chapter 2

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Good day dear readers.

I hope you have a good day today, so i'm sorry if i can't published all of the chapter.. it's because i was busy at school.. yes i'm a second year high school students so i'm very busy this past few days because of our shooting at school... and i hope you don't mind it and still supporting me...i was kinda busy this days but i still can continue writing this novel,but don't you worry the chapter 3,4, and 5, will be uploaded at july 14...

If i may have a time... so guys i know that some of you guys may think that i can't straighten my english grammar, and that's not the point...

Because someone suggest me to used taglish so i tried even i can't straighten my tagalog grammar...but guys beer with it.. and i hope you won't be tired of supporting me... because i promise that i won't be tired of continue writing this novel...hope you guys enjoy this story... don't you forget to left your comment below and voted for it... so that i can feel releived and appriciate it... again this is ZayunKing's story novel...

CHAPTER 3

Kinabukasan >>

Hindi ako nagbreakfast sa bahay kasi ma lalate na naman ako. the same as yesterday...kaya dumeritso na ako sa cafeteria... mag isa at nagtutunganga...i was eating alone kaya dahil sa na bored na ako nagsimula na akong kumanta total wala namang kataotao dito except me.

While i was singing and humming someone laugh behind my back kaya napatingin ako.

"Pffftt"

Again it's none other than Anica Frost and her friends.

"Oh,how lonely are you ??, kawawa ka naman..." she said then laugh at me.

"Kung pumunta ka ditu paea pagtawanan ako maaari ka nang umalis." I said then glance at her at ibinaling kona ang attensyon ko sa kinakain ko..

"Don't worry hindi ako dito pumunta para pagtawanan ka.. i'm here to apologized sa mga nagawa ako..." she said ..

I was shocked at first but after all everyone had their rights to change their self...

It almost choked me to death sinung mag aakala na mag sosorry ang isang yan?? Ni hindi ko nga kailan man naisip na alam pa niya ang salitang apologize eh..

But still i pretend parin kasi lahat ng tao nagbabago..

I snab her and hindi ko na sya pinansin.

And suddenly may kinuha sya sa bag nya na shaped heart na my ribon on the top of it....

If i was not mistaken it was a gift... peru para kanino?...

Haynakuh hayaan nyu nanga.

She sat besides me while the four girl was standing..

She pull my hands and put the heart shaped gift on my palm..

"Hydei, this was the gift from tyler. For you.. she ask me to give this to you..." she said and smile..

And i glared at the gift... it was right there was a name on it.

(From: tyler zack.

To: Hydei Dizon )

I can't stop smiling and my heart beat so fast na para bang tumakbo ako ng malayo... haynakuh...pag kinikilig naman talaga... but hindi ko pinahalata.

"Hydei i know that you like Tyler since the first time you saw him... and i'm happy for you na binigyan ka nya ng gift." She said sincerely.

"Who told you that i like her ?" I ask still denying.

"Come on Hydei don't pretend, i understands you.. and i can help you pursuing him.." she added.

"Thank you..." i said happily.

"Hydei come on you don't need to thank me... why don't you thank Tyler later on.. i'm sure he would be happy..." she said.

I was thinking narin na i should thank him... and sympre i need to thank Anica for delivering it.

"Anica why don't you stay here with your friends lets have a celebrations !"i ask them happily.

"No need, we still have something to do.." anica said then left with her friends...

After that i put those gift in my bag then lumabas na din ako para hanapin si jay.

But before i could walk towards the door bigla na lang nag ring yung phone ko... and it was jay..

"Anung hiwaga naman ng pagkakataon oh. I'm planning on searching you... haha oh napatawag ka jay?" I ask her.

"Wait, why do I seem to feel that something was wrong with your voice today?, is something good happened ? Bakit ang saya saya mo ?" She ask out of curiousity.

I laugh before i added " something happened and i need you here right now...come at me at the cafeteria near the school, as soon as possible could you ?"

"Wait, but tell me what...." i cut her off and hang up the phone.

A minutes passed and nasa cafeteria na sya.

"So anu ba ang nangyari sayu hydei ?" She ask.

So i tell her everything that happened a while ago and she almost choked to death ..

"Anu ? Sinung nag apologized ? Si Anica ? Are you kidding me?

You know what, maybe she take the wrong medicine this morning kaya ganun... "

"But.. jay she apologized to me sincerely... " i said.

"Okay.okay fine.. but wait, when are you going to thank Tyler ?? I may be a help to you. Tyler and I were in the same class so i can help you.."

She said and take a sip at her coffee.

"No need jay, i'll do it my self ... i want to tell him myself ... and i'm planning on confessing my feeling to him later on... but not today..."

I glance at my phone then said.

After that pumasok na kami sa school.

Nasa 4th floor ang room namin kaya naglalakad kami sa hagdan.

I was so tired but i haven't choice.. pang excercise na rin.

After a while nasa fourth flour na kami naglalakad kami ngayun papunta sa room at hawak hawak ang braso ko...

And after a while of walking nasa pintuan na kami ng room

Bali sa kabilang section sina jay so Opposite sides... nasa kanan kami at nasa kaliwa sila..

Nag paalam na si jay kaya pumasok na din ako sa room ko.

Pagkabukas na pagkabuks ko ng pinto bumungad sakin si prof. Na nag d-discuss, and because of my sudden arrival everyone's attention was on me..

"Good day prof.." pagbati ko dito.

"Ms. Dizon why are you late today ?" He ask.

"Uhmm, prof i was at the cafeteria the whole time, and i didn't notice the time.. i apologized.." i amswer politely.

"Duon ka sa likod at tumayo... you need to be punished for being late at my lessons" he said pointing at the back.

I haven't choice but to do the punishment he gived...

I was at the back and nakatayo with my hands up and some books at my palm..

And ayun na nga may naririnig na naman akong mga bubuyog, este mga chsimosa.

"She deserved it.."

"She was a newbie at napaparusahan na sya... disgusting "

"Kawawa naman sya, ang pangit pangit na nga ng mukha nya pati pa ugali niya at lagi ring late"

"Quiet class.." the prof shout and everyone shut their f*****g mouth ..

-bakit ba napakamalas ko ngayun

Arghhh!.. bat ba kasi hindi ko napansin yung oras... i thought to my self.

Because of standing there for an hour my limb became limped and a sweat on my forehead..

Until i heard the prof's voice

"Class Dismissed"

"Miss Dizon,don't be late for my classes next time.." he said while pointing at me

And sa wakas lumabas na rin si prof...

Umupo na rin ako sa upuan ako at pinatong ang ulo ko sa upuan desk ... i was irritated because of those people who laugh at me a while ago.. kung pwede lang san eh nasapak kona sila kanina pa ...

THE END...

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Hi, dear readers so this is the chapter 3 i made hope you like it

CHAPTER 4

I was in a bad mode right now. 2nd day of school ko pa lang and i received a punishment already ....

Bigla ko na lang naalala yung gift at dapat na mag thank you ako kay tyler.

Peru bago pa man ako makatayu nag ring ang phone ko...

It was a call from my mother.

"O, ma Napatawag kayu?" I ask politely.

"Anak,may importante kaming sasabihin sayu ng papa mo..

At kung maaari e umuwi ka na ditu ngayun.." my mom said na halatang nag a-alala

"Okay po ma, papunta na po ako." I replied.

Dinampot ko na ang bag ko atsaka naglakad palabas ng room.

While i was at the door the door in the other section also opened at nakita ko na palabas sina tyler kaya i opened my bag and pull the gift out..

Naglakad ako papunta sa kinaroroonan nila dala dala ang regalo.

"Hi,Tyler thank you nga pala sa gift na pinapabigay mo sa akin." I said shyly. My cheek was so red like tomatoe..

And i saw tyler's face emotionless and clueless..

Kaya inabot ko yung regalo na may sulat.

And i was shocked on the next seconds.

"I'm sorry miss, i think you got the wrong person.. and also i don't have an idea where this gift came from...and also i don't even know you.. why would i give a gift to people who i don't even know..." he said and walk out..

But the next seconds i heard a laugher at the back.

"Pffffttt..."

It was none other than Anica Frost...

"Kawawa ka naman, hydei bat ka kasi nagtitiwala agad agad sa mga tao... ayan tuloy napala mo.." one of her friend said..

"Anu masaya ba ?? " sambit nung isa sa likod.

"Haynakuh,do you think i would apologized to someone like you ?!, duh in your dream i won't even say please.. so what made you think that i was sincere na nag apologize.. " Anica said filled with laugher.

Everyone laugh at me and hindi kona namalayang tumutulo na pala ang luha ko... when i was in a 5th grade the boy i admired the most chooses someone over me... and now...

Someone enjoy palying my feelings.. such a arghh... why am i so fool..

My limbs felt limped,

And my forehead was full of sweat, my palm was cold as ice

I didn't notice that the gift fall on the floor and i run quickly as fast as i could while my tears were falling on my cheeck.

Why? Is it fun playing on my feelings ? Ganun ba kalaki ang pagkamuhi nila sakin para ipahiya ako.

While i was running their voice ecoed in my mind ..

"Did she think that tyler would waste his time on someone like her? "

"Didn't she look at the mirror before going out ?"

"She looks disgusting..."

"If i was her, i would really love to die right at this moment."

Pinagsisisihan ko yun... kung pwede lang sana, magpapalunok na lang ako sa sahig o kaya maghukay ng sarili kung libingan on the spot... kaso hindi. Sigh...

Sabi nila masakit magmahal, peru mas masakit mawalan ng minamahal... but me... i don't know i realized right at this moment na hindi pala lahat ng taong ngumingiti sayo kaibigan.

Let's just say na ang hirap maghanap ng taong mapagkakatiwalaan... and i was at fault too, kasi dahil sa putang nilitcheng pag ibig nato ayun hindi ko na naisip na may mga tigre na nagkukunwaring pusa... i was so fool for trusting her... i was a fool..

But it's okay... sabi nga nila kung hindi ka masasaktan hindi ka magigising sa realidad o katotohanan.. so maybe i was destined to be awake in reality.. i shouldn't be dreaming of something that can't be mine... i was so fool for being a weak nerd girl...

Everything happened so fast that i didn't even realize na 1 year na lang at matatapos na ang mga paghihirap ko...

But i really can't accept the fact na pinahiya nila akong lahat... but ...

-hydei you can't admitted defeated..- remember you are Hydei Dizon not just some nerd girl...-hydei isn't a nerd nor weak...-hydei fight for justice.. ---pangungumbinsi ko sa sarili ko kahit na alam ko naman sa sarili ko na sukong suko na ako... i can't fight anymore kahit na wala naman akong kaaway este charrizz..

I know that it wasn't the right time para maghigante.. i need to Endure everything ...

Nagpara ako ng taxi para umuwi samin.. hindi kona hinintay si daddy...

I was sobbing in the car.. and the taxi driver notice it kaya nagtanung sya.

"Miss okay ka lang ?"tanung nung driver.

Tumango na lang ako bilang response...

"Saan po tayu miss?"

"Jan lang po sa sa Diva street dun sa may restaurant.." sagot ko.

Nagsimula na syang magdrive, nakabalin lang sa bintana ng taxi ang attension ko...

I'm still thinking kung panu ko kakayaning pumasok kinabukasan.

Haynakuh hydei kaya mo yan matapang ka hindi ba?..

Almost an hour had passed nakarating na kami kaya nagbayad na ako at bumaba.

Pumasok ako sa bahay at habang naghahagdan nakita ko sa mama na naghihintay sa balkonahe sa 3rd floor ...

Pumasok na ako atsaka nakita ko si papa na nakaupong balisa..

"Pa, anung nangyari ?" Tanung ko.

Bagu pa makasagot si papa dumating si mama at umupo kami sa sofa.

"Anu pong problema?"i ask them.

They then glance at each other bagu magsalita si mama.

Ikinuwento nila ang lahat ng nangyari at hindi lumagpas sa pandinig ko ang.

"Anak dun ka muna tumira sa dorm kasi mahihirapan kang umuwi dito lalo na't 4rth year high school ka pa naman... magiging busy ka sa hinaharap at panu ka nyan.. ni hindi ka nga makapag almusal kasi ma la-late ka ... atsaka may mga kailangan pa kaminv asikasuhin ng papa mo sa probinsya...at hindi rin naman kita maipagluluto dito kasi wala na kami dito..." dagdag ni mama.

"Ganun po ba ??, eh kailan ang alis nyu?" Tanung ko ditu.

"Yun nanga anak ngayun na kami aalis kaya tinawagan ka namin.. at pinauwi.. hayaan mo bibisitahin ka rin namin dun sa school nyu.. pag may free time na okay?" Sambit ni papa

Dagdag naman ni mama.

"Anak alagaan mong mabuti ang sarili mo, kumain ka sa tamang oras at mag iingat ka palagi.. mamimiss ka namin ng papa mo."

Hay ito talagang si mama o.. palagi na lang nyang sinasabi yan.. but i Appreciate it namAn..

Nagpaalam na sila mama at papa at pagkaalis nila nag impake narin ako at ni lock ang bahay and then tumawg ng taxi..

Dahil nga malayo ang byahe umiglip ako sandali...

Time passing by ***********

Nagising ako at sakto nakarating nadin kami sa estation...

Bumaba na ako bitbit ang malita at ibang gamit ko.. naisipan ko na maglakad na lang patungo sa girl dormitory total malapit lang naman dito sa school.

While i was tired of walking nag ring yung phone ko.. thankfuly it was jay...

"Hydei,is it true ??..." i already cut her off.

"Jay, can you come and pick me up ... papunta na ako sa girl dormitory..." i said emotionless.

"Huh?,anung nagyari?"curious nyang tanung.

"Jay just pick me up,mamaya ko na lang ikukuwento pag nakapag pahinga na ako.." i said then dalidali kong ibinaba ang phone ko..

Nagpatuloy na ako sa paglalakad

At ilang sandali pa nakarating na ako sa girl dormitory.

End of the chapter ...

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Hi dear readers so This is Zayunking's write... and i only hope that you guys could left a comment about your first impression of my novel.

I hope everyone is enjoying my story...

Have a nice day everyone..

CHAPTER 5

Pagpasok ko sa pinto may humarang saking babae..

She was at her 40s siguro sya yung nagbabantay sa mga students dito sa dorm..

"Anung pangalan mo? Bagu ka lang ba dito?" She ask

"Ah, ako po si Hydei Dizon. Opo bagu lang po ako ditu. At kakapasok ko lang po kahapon." I asnwer politely .

"Kung gayun, sumunod ka sakin"she said and walk out.

Sumunod na ako sa kanya and then pagkarating namin sa sulok binuksan nya yung pintu nung kwarto..

And then umupo ako sa upuan...

A second passed may inabot sya saking papel.

"Filled up mona yan miss Dizon."

Then i filled it up..

Pagkatapos tumayo ako upang i pasa ang papel.

And biglang nag ring yung telepono sa desk nya.

Pagkatapos nyang sagutin yung tawag she glance at the paper i filled up and then glance at me

"Pumunta ka sa 3rd floor room 23,may naka reserba nang room para sayu.." she said.

Paalis na sana ako kaso tinawag ulit nya ako.

May inabot sya saking papel.

"Don't ever think of breaking the rules... " she said at umalis na ako..

Nag ilevator ako total malaki naman ang bayad dito..

And then pagkarating ko sa 3rd floor naglakad lakad ako papunta sa room 23... bagu pa ako humakbang ng pangatlong hakbang bigla na lang may nagbukas na pinto sa isa sa mga room.. i stop on a certain someone which is si jay.

She run towards me.. at tinulungan nya ako sa mga dala ko.

Pagkapasok namin sa room may dalawang babae na nasa loob.

They stare at me..

-malamang nandun sila nung mangyari yung incedente..

Bulong kobsa sarili ko.

"Hydei si Mayie at si Marlene" sambit ni jay pointing at the two.

"Mayie,marlene this is hydei Dizon.. kaibigan ko " dagdag ni jay.

"Hello!" Pag greet ko sa kanila

Ganun din sila.

After living in our house for so many years hindi ako sanay dito sa dorm.

I unpacked my things at nilagay sa lalagyan..

At naligo,nagpalit na din ako ng damit.. total weekend naman ngayun at walang pasok..

Dahil nga sa may naka reserved saking room nasa ibaba ako naka pwesto .. which is diba nga dorm and yung higaan Deck sya kaya sa ibaba aki .. it happened kasi na dalawa ang deck at apat ang matutulugan ..

Humiga ako para umiglip ng kahit ilang minuto lang..

I was tired dahil sa pagbyahe kaya gusto kung umiglip..

But then jay pull me out from bed kasi nga gusto nyang malaman kung anung nangyari,and want to catch up haha.

"Jay,iiglip lang ako sandali 5 more minutes okay ?"i ask her politely but she won't listen to me..

Kaya at the end hindi rin ako nakaidlip.

We were setting on the table and i told her everything.

"What ?? I told you already didn't i?, alam mo hindi mapagkakatiwalaang yan si Anica." She said being irritated from what she heard.

"So,papasok kaba bukas ?" She ask.

"Ofcourse, i had to.. i haven't choice naman...kung pwede lang sana mag t-transfer na ako...kaso alam mo naman ang situasyon sa bahay... kaya kailangan kong magtiis.." i said emotionless.

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Pagkatapos kung maligo lumabas na akong CR na naka twalya lang.

At first i was worried na baka may makakita sa real mukha ko, but still, kaibigan parin sila ni Jay, kaya may tiwala ako sa kanila...

Pagkastep out of door i saw their reaction ( Mayie,and Marlene)..

Aaminin ko they were shocked. Behind all those ugly face of mine at school was this pretty face at home haha..

Oh, i almost forgot.. guys i was wearing a facial mask... which is para mag iba yung mukha ko... at para hindi nila ako makilala...the real Hydei okay...

"S-sinu ka ?" Sabay na bukambibig ni Mayie at marlene.

"Ako to si..." before i could finish jay cut me off.

"She is hydei..." she said simply.

"Peru bat,yung mukha nya, magkaiba kesa dun sa naka eye glasses ?...at ang ganda niya " aniya ni Marlene.

"Oh i forgot to tell you about her story..." jay said

At ayun nanga kinwento nya sa kanila ang lahat...

Natapos narin akong mag Uniporme kaya dinampot kona ang bag ko...

"Jay, alis na ako... baka malate ako sa English class ko, masungit pa naman profissor namin dun...." aniya ko.

Pagkapasok ko ng gate I saw many students staring at me..

At nagbubulungan, and i know why... it's because of the incident yesterday...

I,My self know that it was so embarrassing.. but it already happened at hindi na maibabalik

I just let them stare at me.

"Isn't she the girl yesterday?"

"Yes she is... grabe naman o,hindi ba sya nanalamin before going out.."

"Sa mukha nyang yan may magkakagusto ba sa kanya?"

"Does she think that Tyler would waste his time on someone like her "

"Hindi na sya nahiya sa sarili nya."

"Sa itsura nyang yan, lamok at insecto lang ang magkakagusto sa kanya .. o kaya mga Ingkanto."

I can't curved my anger anymore kaya I stop walking in front of those filty students.

"Are you all Done ?" I ask then unpolitely... as i Snorted.

"Bakit,Galit ka?" One of the b***h said.

Aba lokong to ah,malamang galit ako.. Nasisiraan na atah to ng utak...(i tell my self)

Hindi ko na lang sila pinagtoonan ng pansin at nagpatuloy na ako sa paglalakad.

Ilang minuto ang lumipas i was at front of our room..

And i push the door and step closer, pagkaopen ng pinto bigla na lang may nahulog na isang basket ng tubig, at nabasa ako... para akong tumakas ... and everyone laugh at me...

"Pffffft."

Hindi kona alam ang gagawin ko at tumakbo papuntang rooftop...

I was crying while running...

I don't know kung nag e-enjoy ba sila sa pag lalaro sakin..

Is it that funny?. Are they satisfied on what happened...

There so many students staring at .e habang tumatakbong basa,

Hindi kona alam kung anung gagawin ko...

Dinala na lang ako ng sarili kung mga paa sa rooftop... i don't have an idea kung bakit sa rooftop pa ako pumunta... ang tanging alam ko lang sawa na akong mabuhay...

I'm currently standing at the top of the school building, with my hands up... i was planning on commiting a suicide.. anu pang silbi ng pamumuhay kung wala na akong natirang dignidad... ewan peru this time my mind was in a total messed... ang tanging nasa utak ko ay ang salitang Suicide... i was crying so badly and my hair was a messed too, pati na ring yung uniporme ko basang basa...

I need someone to talk right at this moment...peru sinu ??, i left my phone with my bag at the door, hindi ko napansin na nahulog na pala ang bag ko nung tumakbo ako papunta sa kinaroroonan ko ngayun...

My head hurt so badly, sa sobrang sakit, gustong gusto ko nang taposin ang buhay ko...

THE END.....

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