I can't stop my body from shaking when I am alone in my room. Caspian really scared me and I didn't like it one bit. It's sad to say, but he reminded me of Alexander just then, and that's not what I want in my life. I just can't understand why he is being like this, why he has changed so much in such a short amount of time. Now, really all I want to do is curl up in bed and cry. I walk to my mirror and look at myself while my shaking hands straighten out my dress and hair. My eyes are wide, my pupils dilated with fear. I hear a growl from outside and go to the window to see Serephina below. She can sense how I am feeling and she is worried. I open the window and calm her down. As soon as she sees me, she relaxes, grunting at me questioningly. "It's alright, I'm okay." I close the win

