Black Heart

permission to leave, granted

A week later I met a girl at the park. Her name was Angelica. I was allowed to leave now but I had to have guard with me. She was tall and she always looks pale with blonde hair. “Yes, he was a tad bit like your brother.” She laughed out loud and tossed her head back. “Oh my God. I have to meet Andrew.” She said ruling her eyes. “Yea, I hope so.” I smiled playing with my fingers. “Do you love his father?” She asked out of the blue. “What? No.” she stared at me then I shook her head. “You've had s*x with him a million times, you could’ve denied him. But you didn’t. Just say it. You love him.” I sighed and shifted uncomfortably. “I love him, but I shouldn’t, I hate the fact that I love him.” She nodded and wrapped her arm around my waist. “Do not touch her.” A guard ordered. “Leave her be.” He nodded the stood beside the car. “strict, anyways if you don’t love the fact you love him then…ignore all of your feelings. You and the baby go somewhere away from him.” Why would she tell me to take the baby away from him? I wouldn’t want to hurt him. “I have to go.” I stood up and went towards the car. “Okay…I’ll text you tonight.” She smiled then went towards her car. I then ho into the car and we went home… “Auntie Des!” Andrew smiled running towards me. “hey Andrew.” I replied weakly. I had been feeling sick all day. He gave me a small hug and went back towards his father who was sitting down on the black love couch. I placed my coat on the hanger and held my head. I closed my eyes trying to regain focus. “Are you okay?” Andrew asked as he played with his Toys whilst his father was holding him. “I'm fine.” I looked up and went towards the couch. The floor felt like it was moving. My legs suddenly became weak. Don quickly stood up and held my arm. “sit.” He said helping me towards the couch. “I-I don’t need your help.” I needed to hate him. Instead of loving him. “Stop being stubborn.” He rolled his eyes and waited until I was able to sit down. This wasn’t new, because I was one month pregnant I would usually feel dizzy. Once I sat down he

released me and walked towards Andrew. He looked upset. “What’s the matter?” “You hurt my head.” Andrew frowned rubbing his head. “oh, I apologize..” Don smiled rubbing Andrew’s head. “It’s fine.” I took a deep breath and stood up. I went upstairs and took off my shoes and took a shower…“God, you’re making it difficult for mommy., I whispered lying down on the bed. I did not talk to my baby… I had to come up ok… I stood up and went downstairs and immediately started cooking. Once I was done I ate and sat down. It was summer so Alex could stay up for as long as he wanted. Ding! I picked my phone up and saw my friend had texted me.. >are you okay?< I sighed and rubbed my leg. I replied. We talked for a while then she wanted to sleep. I wasn’t sleepy. We had not gone to any doctor appointments. I want to know how my baby looks and if it’s healthy…

“Aunt Des, come on!” Andrew yelled going into the movie room. I stood up and followed Andrew and Don. I say at the end of the row. “Come here.” Andrew pointed at the seat beside Don. I released an uncomfortable sigh and sat next to Don. “I won’t bite..” He smirked then looked up. Once he looks up the movie shut on. Alex smiles munching on his food. The room was large and the rest of the room was filled with games and Andrew's favorite food. We were now watching some movie Alex saw on a building here in New York. It was 3 hours long…I shifted around uncomfortably, my hormones were going crazy sitting next to Don. Alex started laughing which made me smile. His laugh will forever be cute… I had to take Angie’s advice. I can’t love him, he’s a murder and he kidnapped me. But his body is too hard to resist…1 hour later. Alex had moved to the back of the room because he couldn’t stand being so close to the screen…..Don's hand slid up my thigh until he reached my panties. This was a bad time to wear a big hoodie…