Jassy This was all just too much. First my mom, then having to run. Follow that with hooking, Tomlin dying. Now, after I'd turned away from killing Aleksey and run into the arms of Karl, this s**t happened. I couldn't do it. I couldn't give him up, too. It was bad enough that I'd practically lost Benji already, and that we'd have to leave Fed behind when we ran. But, to run separate, that was just the icing on this s**t-cake life was feeding me. “Come on,” Karl said, touching my face and squeezing my hand, “we've got to. I need you safe, and they think we'll be better off split up.” “f**k 'em,” I replied, smiling as I shrugged a little, trying to keep up a brave front. Beneath that facade, though, my insides were crumbling like one of the old mausoleums outside New Orleans. All the d

