I am aware that Lancelot might feel uncomfortable around me once I confess my feelings towards him. That is, it didn't shock me at all when he tried his best not to get too close to me.
First of all, she has a girlfriend.
It might be only an agreement, they both honor each other’s promise to avoid getting in a complicated situation with their parents.
Second, Lancelot’s gender has been in the middle of questioning by the people around him. They assumed that he was gay just because he was close to a man.
So, I don’t really mind what he is doing right now.
Besides, I am not asking for something in return. It was me who fell in love with him. He didn’t do anything to make this happen to me. He doesn’t even want this to happen so I don’t care if he accepted my feelings for him or not.
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