***Christina***
I have gone through ever emotion there is, Ive cried to the point i had no more tears, I was mad, pissed acutally that he never came to see me after throwing me in here, to feel not worthy, all of it, I went through it, and every time that door opened my heart leaped hoping it was him, but each time it fell when he didnt step through that door,
Sure, I will admit the first few days I felt very low and sorry for myself that I got caught. I was hurt by what he said when he found us, and the look on his face when he said those hurtful things to me, but after a few days, I began to understand why he did that.
It's because of the other standing there, I didnt understand at the time, but now, I get it. He couldn't say what he wanted to, not with them right there.
I decide
