WINTER
The truck's headlights slice through darkness thick as old blood. Anderson emerges from forest like a town that forgot to die—streetlights flickering their death throes, storefronts black-eyed and empty. Five thousand people wrapped in their beds, dreaming ordinary dreams while we trail violence through their streets like breadcrumbs.
Kailan convulses against the passenger door. His body slams the metal hard enough to dent. Fresh blood blooms through his shredded shirt where skin splits along ink lines—dark patterns that seem to writhe in the yellow dome light. He's massive. Bigger than Magnus with his cold control. Bigger than David with his wet hunger. Bigger than Dad, who once seemed larger than life itself.
This giant answered Susan's call. This impossible stranger crossed an ocean on nothing but her word.
The GPS drones directions through empty streets. Turn left. Continue straight. Your destination is on the right. Like salvation comes with automated navigation. Like we're not leaving a blood trail any predator could follow.
Downtown Anderson spans three pathetic blocks. The address belongs to a narrow building crushed between dead businesses—a print shop with broken windows, a bakery that'll never sell another donut. Brick bleeding rust stains. Windows covered from inside with what looks like newspaper.
I kill the engine. The silence hits like a slap.
Kailan's breathing fills the cab—wet, labored, wrong. Each inhale sounds like tearing fabric. His face ripples in the dome light, bones sliding under skin that can't hold its shape. Cheekbones stretch too sharp. Jaw distends. Snaps back. The elaborate patterns inked on his throat pulse with each shift, dark lines spreading and contracting like they're alive.
"Come on. We're here. Just hold on."
My voice cracks. He doesn't respond. Might not even hear me through whatever agony reshapes him breath by breath.
Getting him out requires strength I shouldn't have. He must weigh two-fifty, maybe more. Dense muscle and long bones that keep changing their minds about configuration. His left arm goes thick while I'm dragging him—orange and black fur sprouting in patterns that match the tattoo underneath. The weight shift nearly takes us both down onto asphalt that smells like old oil and desperation.
But something drives me forward. Not just adrenaline. Not just omega desperation to help. Something deeper. My skin buzzes everywhere it touches his, electric current running through blood and bone and deeper still. Like my cells recognize his. Like my body knows something my mind hasn't caught up to.
The front door wears rust like cheap makeup over old scars. Three keys on James Fletcher's ring. My bloody fingers fumble each one. The third slides home with a click that sounds like punctuation.
Inside waits darkness complete as a held breath.
I drag Kailan by feel and instinct. My shoulder finds a wall—cool plaster, smooth. Follow it left. My free hand traces along until it hits another door. This one feels different. Newer. Steel core painted to look like wood. The same key works.
Light floods my retinas.
The apartment spreads before us like a museum exhibit. Like someone froze a life mid-motion and walked away. Hardwood floors wear a thin veil of dust. Leather furniture sits patient as abandoned dogs. The kitchen gleams with granite and stainless steel, everything quality, everything waiting.
Then the smell hits.
Leather and coffee and gun oil and underneath it all—pine soap. Dad's brand. The same scent that used to cling to his shirts when he'd hug me goodnight. It wraps around me, so familiar my knees buckle. I have to lock them to stay upright, Kailan's weight the only thing keeping me grounded in the present instead of drowning in phantom embraces.
The bedroom door stands open. King bed with white sheets that puff dust when Kailan's body hits them. He curls into himself immediately, spine bending at angles that make my stomach clench. Fresh blood soaks into cotton that's been waiting for occupants who'll never return.
His body convulses. A sound tears from his throat—not scream, not roar, something between that bypasses my ears and hits me in the bones. My omega instincts fire in every direction at once. Run from the predator. Comfort the wounded. Submit to the alpha. Fight the threat. My body can't decide which imperative to follow, so I stand frozen while he thrashes.
Medical supplies. Focus on what he needs.
The bathroom cabinets reveal obsessive organization. Everything in its place, covered in dust like fairy tale artifacts. Bandages sorted by size. Bottles of antiseptic arranged by strength. Suture kits that speak of someone who expected violence to come home. All of it waiting. All of it untouched for weeks.
Another convulsion shakes the apartment. The sound Kailan makes raises every hair on my body. Not human. Not animal. Something trapped between that speaks to parts of me I didn't know existed. My omega instincts suddenly unite behind a single drive—help him. Save him. Make the pain stop.
The morphine hides in a locked drawer I jimmy with a kitchen knife. Professional medical supplies in a residential apartment. Three vials in a temperature-controlled case, untouched. My hands shake drawing the dose. How much for someone his size? How much when that size keeps shifting?
All of it. I push the entire vial into his thigh.
The muscle under the needle feels like stone wrapped in fever. His whole body radiates heat that makes touching him almost painful. But I keep my hand pressed to the injection site, counting the seconds until the drug hits his system.
One minute. Two. His thrashing slows. The awful sounds fade to whispers, then just tortured breathing.
Finally, I can really look at him.
Even bloodied and torn, even caught between forms, he's breathtaking. The lamp throws gold across skin that tells stories in ink and scar tissue. Every visible inch below his neck carries marks—elaborate patterns that flow like water, symbols that layer into complex mandalas, text in scripts that mean nothing to me but everything to him. Not random decoration. This is purpose made flesh. Protection or penance written in languages I'll never speak.
And the muscle underneath. Sweet god. Not gym-sculpted vanity but functional power. Every line carved by survival. By training. By whatever life demands of a man who exists between species. Shoulders broad enough to carry burdens. Arms that could crush or cradle with equal ease. A chest that rises and falls with each labored breath, dark hair matted with blood across planes of muscle that make my mouth go dry.
Heat pools between my thighs. Completely inappropriate. Completely involuntary. My omega hormones sing appreciation that has nothing to do with the situation and everything to do with recognition. This is what alpha means. This is what protection looks like when it takes flesh.
I need to get clean before I can help him. Need to wash David's blood off before it becomes part of me forever.
The bathroom mirror reflects horror. Blood paints my skin in rust and crimson—David's last moments splattered across my throat, my face, my chest. It's dried to copper in my hair. Under my nails. In the creases of my palms like fortune telling gone wrong.
The shower runs pink. Then red. Then darker red as I scrub harder. The water burns hot enough to fog the mirror, hot enough to almost—almost—wash away the sense memory of David's throat opening under my knife. Almost wash away the satisfaction that flooded me as I carved my initials into his cooling face.
Clean water finally. I stand under the spray until my skin prunes, until the water heater starts to protest. The towel smells of long storage and loneliness. Everything in this apartment waits like a held breath.
The closet offers choices. Men's clothes dominate but a dresser holds women's options. Practical things in multiple sizes. Jeans soft from wearing. T-shirts that have seen better days. Nothing fancy. Nothing that would stand out. Clothes for people who might arrive desperate and bloody. Clothes for people who need to disappear.
I dress in what fits and return to Kailan, pulled by invisible threads that tighten with each step away from him.
His clothes peel away like old paint. The shirt comes apart in my hands, more holes than fabric. Underneath, more ink reveals itself. His entire torso serves as canvas—ribs covered in symbols that spiral and interconnect, text flowing across his obliques in neat lines, geometric patterns mapping his chest like star charts for navigation I'll never understand.
And the tiger. Mother of mercy, the tiger.
It sprawls across his back in living color. Orange and black so vivid it seems to breathe with him. Eyes that track movement even in stillness. Claws that rake down his spine in frozen motion. Not just art. This is something alive. Something that watches me as I work.
Blood mats the dark hair across his chest. I fetch warm washcloths, try for clinical distance. But my hands slow without permission. Trace the ridges of his abdomen where muscle cuts deep valleys. Follow the line of hair that arrows down from his navel. My fingers tremble against skin that burns furnace-hot.
The pants have to come off. They're more suggestion than clothing anyway.
I work them down his hips, blood rushing to my face. Every inch revealed confirms what the rest promised. Thighs thick with muscle. Calves that speak of running, fighting, surviving. And... everything else proportional to his frame. My omega instincts purr approval that would embarrass me if I had any shame left.
Mate, something deep in my brain insists. Strong mate. Good genes. Will protect. Will provide.
I shove the thoughts down. Focus on medical care, not the way my body responds to his proximity. Not the way my thighs clench at the sight of him laid out like a feast I'm not allowed to taste.
Clean and dressed in sweats that strain to contain him, he looks less like death approaching. More like sleeping god taking a break from mythology.
My stomach chooses that moment to remind me that bodies need fuel. The kitchen offers slim pickings. Fridge holds condiments and science experiments that used to be vegetables. Freezer contains dinners dated last month. Canned goods in the pantry arranged with military precision.
I heat soup that tastes like salt and survival. Eat mechanically while my eyes catch on the photos.
They're everywhere. Framed on shelves. Stuck to the fridge. Propped on the desk. Dad and Susan grinning from every surface. Their wedding day—her in white, him in a suit that never fit right. Pack gatherings where he played alpha and father and protector. Holiday dinners. Birthday parties. Life before Magnus showed us that happiness is just delayed tragedy.
One photo stops my heart.
Dad and Susan in this kitchen. This exact spot where I stand. She's laughing at something he said. His arm wraps her waist. They look... home. They look like this place was theirs.
The realization hits like cold water. This was their place. Their secret. Their sanctuary.
The desk confirms it. Maps spread across the surface, edges curled with age and handling. Dad's handwriting covers everything—notes about guard positions, patrol routes, pack hierarchies. The Silvercrest pack dissected with surgical precision. "Nick Grover—Alpha—56 wolves" written at the top in red ink.
More papers underneath. Lists of names. Omega females highlighted in yellow. Movement patterns tracked over months. Disappearances noted with dates and locations. Dad was hunting something. Building a case. Documenting what would get him killed.
Three weeks of dust blankets everything. Three weeks since Magnus tore through our life. Since Dad died with this investigation sitting here like an unfinished letter.
The trafficking folder makes my hands shake. Shipping manifests. Financial records. Photos of trucks at loading docks, their plates carefully noted. Bank statements showing regular deposits to numbered accounts. Pieces of something vast. Something that consumed him. Something that killed him.
The couch accepts my weight with a creak of leather. Dad's scent rises from the cushions—pine soap and coffee and the particular musk of alpha wolf. I sink into furniture that remembers his shape.
Exhaustion hits like a sledgehammer.
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Morning filters through grimy windows. My body screams complaints—neck kinked from the angle, hip bruised from rolling off leather onto hardwood. Carpet pattern pressed into my cheek like accusations.
First thought: Kailan.
He breathes steady in the bedroom. The violent shifting has calmed to occasional ripples under skin. Fever broken. The worst passed but danger still circles like sharks smelling blood.
Daylight reveals more of Dad's work. Corkboard covered in photos of young women. All omega. All disappeared within six months. Red string connects their faces in a web that centers on Silvercrest territory. On Nick Grover's pack.
Was he involved? Another supplier feeding the network? Another Magnus with better PR?
I return to Kailan's bedside. Morning light illuminates him fully—strong jaw rough with stubble, lips that probably smile when not twisted in pain, cheekbones that could cut glass. Beautiful in that dangerous way that makes breathing complicated.
My hand finds his without conscious thought. His fingers curl around mine, automatic even in sleep. The touch sends warmth flooding up my arm, pools behind my ribs, spreads through my chest like good whiskey.
Recognition pounds through me. This stranger who carries Susan's blood. Who answered her call across impossible distance. Who fought to save people he'd never met while his own body tried to tear itself apart.
The apartment holds us in its dusty embrace. Dad's sanctuary becomes ours by necessity. His investigation waits on the desk—an inheritance written in surveillance photos and trafficking routes.
Outside, Anderson wakes to ordinary Tuesday. Coffee brewing. School buses loading. Normal life continuing.
Inside, we exist suspended. Caught between what was and what comes next. Between the blood we left behind and the blood that might still come calling.
I trace the patterns on his arm with my free hand. Feel raised scars under the ink. Wonder what drove him to mark himself so completely. What the symbols mean. What promises they hold. What protection they offer.
He came when called.
Now I wait to see who he is beyond the legend. What happens when those golden eyes open. When we stop being mythology and start being real people with real problems and real threats still hunting us.
The sun climbs higher. Light shifts across his face, highlighting planes and angles that make my omega instincts sing possession.
Any moment now.
Any moment, everything changes again.