I gasped for breath, shivering my body wet from my sweat , and Eliza the nurse that helped me even let me stay in her house with her boyfriend until I have baby came in the room running, and I knew I was screaming again, and the tears in my cheeks were prove of it
“Another nightmare?” She asked sitting on the bed next to me
“It’s not a nightmare Eliza, I told you several times” I groaned closing my eyes letting the tears down, I had been crying a lot lately I don’t know if it’s the hormones or the fact that I missed him so damn much, and I felt guilty about it
“Michaela, this is not healthy for both you and the baby, I think you need to talk with someone about it, I have a friend that is a psychiatrist” I opened my red swollen eyes and glared at her
“Why so she can tell me what I alrea
