Chapter 8
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After meeting Ashy’s parents I could not stop thinking about how happy I was when I was with them, how nice it would have been to be able to grow up in such a happy and joyous environment.
I have so much resentment for my father, why couldn't he be a good parent?Hes wasn't the only one who lost a loved one, I lost my mother too but he had to become an alcoholic and abuse me .
Why couldn't he be there for me? why couldn't he love me? Why did my mom have to leave us? why?why?why?
All these questions were roaming around in my head, I was out in the little garden that ashy had in his balcony. His house is very huge compared to my old house it has 4 bedrooms, a hall, 5 bathrooms, a kitchen, a hall, a balcony connected to the master bedroom which we currently sleep.
Ashy insists that it is our home and whatever is his is now mine too. I admit my heart soared when he said all that but it still takes time for me to get used to all of this.
It’s funny that a place where I have been living in for a few days can have the feeling of home, but the place where I was for 18 years was never considered as a home by me. It was just a house with 2 broken people lived. Home is where the heart is and my heart is with this precious man, who stole my heart within a matter of hours, and I have never been happier.
Even though my life had been hell, I would go through it all over again just to be here with my mate because he is worth all of that and so much more. I felt more at home than I ever have.
I was standing near the railing looking out towards what looks like an endless forest I have never felt so at peace with my life . Suddenly, I felt a pair of arms snake around my waist. I jumped at first feeling panicked, but as soon as the familiar warmth surrounded me, I instantly calmed down .
I turned around to face my ashy and looked at the gorgeous smile gracing his face which in return made me smile. I felt so blessed to have such an amazing person as my mate I love him so much and suddenly I had the urge to show him that.
So I placed my arms on his well defined chest and slowly leaned forward on my toes and kissed the corner of his lips and leaned back. When I looked into his eyes they were filled with so much love and adoration that it made my heart beat so loudly that I was sure he could hear it
He slowly leaned forward, I thought he would kiss me but he stopped just above my lips. He slowly bought one of his hands towards my cheek and caressed it so softly , he whispered ,"I love you to the moon and back angel, you are the most precious thing in the world to me ".
Then he kissed me fully on the lips, pouring all the emotions he can into that kiss. I could feel the love he felt for me and it was exactly what I needed in this vulnerable state, I was amazed at how he always knew what to do to make me feel more comfortable near him and be at ease.
Slowly we broke apart for air, our foreheads touching each other and our breathing slowly coming back to normal. I slowly hugged him very tightly and snuggled the furthest I could into his chest with our hands wrapped around each other and I whispered," I love you so much that I cannot express it in words thank you so much for everything I can never imagine my life without you I love you ".
He held me tighter and I realized that this was everything I ever dreamed about and how I wanted for this moment to last forever. We slowly moved apart but still in our embrace and smiled at each other this was the moment that I knew my life had changed forever.
So what if it had not been perfect? It is perfect now just like this, with my mate who means the world to me. I had a feeling that the future had many obstacles ahead for us but as long as my ashy is with I am sure we will be just fine.
THE END
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*sobbing* Hey Lovelies ! *starts sobbing again*
I want to thank each and every one of you for supporting me in this mini adventure <3 *crying again*
I wanted to make this longer but it felt like a perfect place to stop :)
Once again I love you all so much thanks a lot for reading till the end
XOXOXOXOX
*blowing you kisses* :D <3 :P
Bye Lovelies......... <3
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