The first thing Blake became aware of was warmth - soft, subtle, familiar warmth pressed lightly against his bare chest. His eyes opened slowly, adjusting to the pale morning light that seeped through Anna's curtains, painting the room in muted gold. For a moment, he didn't move. He simply breathed her in.
Anna.
She was curled against him, one hand resting over his ribs, her fingers slightly curled as if she'd fallen asleep mid-touch. Her hair - messy, soft, impossibly tempting - spilled across her cheek and over his arm. She slept deeply, her breaths steady, her eyelashes still damp from the intensity of the night before. Blake studied her face quietly, tracing every delicate line with his eyes: the curve of her nose, the softness in her lips, the relaxed calm that only sleep could bring.
Last night replayed in his head - the rawness, the need, the honesty they both couldn't hide anymore. And now, in the silent aftermath, Blake felt something settle in his chest. Something dangerous. Something soothing. Something inevitable.
He gently brushed a strand of hair away from her face.
"Beautiful," he murmured to no one but himself.
Anna stirred slightly at the touch, shifting closer, as if magnetized to him even in sleep. Blake's lips curved faintly. He'd never woken up with anyone like this. Not with this feeling. Not with this clarity.
Minutes passed before Anna's breathing changed, becoming lighter, wakeful. She blinked slowly, her eyes hazy at first before they widened just a little.
Blake smiled. "Good morning."
She flushed instantly - that soft, shy pink that always made something dangerous curl low in Blake's stomach. "Good morning," she whispered, voice rough from sleep.
For a moment, they just stared at each other, the kind of morning-after silence that wasn't awkward but tender, full, warm.
Then Anna pushed her hair back and sat up a little. "I should cook something," she mumbled. "You probably need to eat before work."
Blake raised a brow. "Actually... I was waiting for you to tell me what you want to eat."
She paused. "What I want?"
"Yes," Blake said simply. "Say it. I'll make it."
Anna laughed - soft, surprised. "You? Cook?"
He narrowed his eyes. "Don't act shocked."
"You look like the type who only knows how to boil water," she teased.
Blake sat up too, leaning in. "Name it, Anna."
Her lips twitched mischievously. "Pancakes."
"Done."
"With eggs."
"Still done."
"And-"
"Anna," Blake warned playfully, "I'm not incompetent."
She gave him a look. "We'll see about that."
They got out of bed, dressing lightly before moving to the small but cozy kitchen. It smelled faintly of vanilla and yesterday's coffee, and Anna tied her hair up while Blake washed his hands like a man preparing for surgery.
"You're taking this too seriously," she giggled, leaning against the counter.
"And you," Blake replied, grabbing flour, "are about to regret doubting me."
As he mixed the batter, Anna hovered close, occasionally poking his arm or stealing glances at his concentrated expression.
"So you can actually cook," she finally admitted.
"Say that louder," Blake deadpanned. "I need it for my ego."
She laughed, nudging him. "I'm impressed."
When the food was ready, they ate together - simple pancakes, eggs, light conversation, and small touches that neither of them pretended not to notice. After eating, they showered - separately but with such lingering looks and warm smiles that it felt like their bodies were still speaking to each other.
Anna dressed first, adjusting her blouse and smoothing her hair. Blake watched her for a moment before she noticed and raised a brow.
"What?"
"Nothing," he said, slipping his hands into his pockets. "You're just... distracting."
"Stop," she whispered, looking away with a smile she tried to hide.
When she asked if he could drop her at the hospital before work, Blake didn't even hesitate.
"I'm coming with you."
She blinked. "Blake, you have a company to-"
"I'm not going anywhere until I see Jay," he said firmly. "And I'm not going back to work without you."
Her heart tightened - soft, warm, aching. She nodded, unable to fight the tiny smile pulling at her lips.
The drive to the hospital was quiet but comfortable. Blake's hand rested near her thigh, not quite touching, but close enough that she felt the warmth of it.
When they entered Jay's room, the boy's face lit up instantly.
"Anna!" Jay exclaimed, then his eyes darted to Blake. "And Mr. Blake!"
Blake laughed a little at the "Mr." but knelt beside him anyway. "Morning, champ."
Jay chatted excitedly with him - about puzzles, about the nurses, about the cartoons he watched last night. Blake listened with surprising patience, nodding and asking small questions.
Then Jay suddenly went still.
His eyes shifted from Blake to Anna... and back.
"Mr. Blake?"
"Hm?"
"Are you going to be my daddy?"
The room froze.
Anna inhaled sharply, her eyes widening so quickly that Blake turned to look at her. Her hand covered her mouth, trembling. She hadn't expected that. Not today. Not like this.
Jay looked down at his hands. "I think... I think Anna deserves someone. And I don't want her to be alone because of me. I know I'm... I'm her problem."
Anna broke instantly.
"Jay-" her voice cracked as tears spilled over. "No. No, baby, don't ever say that."
Jay sniffed. "But I'm always sick. And she's always here. And... and maybe she would have fun if she... didn't have me."
Anna bent over him, tears soaking into his hospital gown as she wrapped her arms around him. Blake swallowed hard, the kind of pain he wasn't used to tightening in his chest.
"Jay," Blake finally said, moving closer, his voice deep but gentle. "You are not a burden. Not to Anna. Not to anyone."
Jay looked up, eyes glistening. "But-"
"No," Blake interrupted softly. "She loves you. Everything she does, she does because you matter. You are not stopping her from living. You're part of why she fights so hard."
Anna cried harder, pressing her forehead against Jay's.
It took a long while - soft whispers, small reassurances, gentle touches - before Jay finally nodded, wiping his nose with the back of his hand.
Blake exhaled slowly, meeting Anna's eyes. She looked exhausted... relieved... fragile.
Then Blake turned back to Jay.
"How would you feel," he said carefully, "about living with me?"
Jay blinked. "With you?"
"Yes. With Anna too," Blake added, glancing at her meaningfully. "I want to be around her. And she wants to be with you. So... all of us. Together."
Jay's entire face lit up - not just with excitement, but something deeper. Hope.
"For real?"
Blake nodded. "For real."
Jay looked at Anna - eagerly, desperately. "Can we? Anna, can we?"
Anna wiped her tears again, unable to stop smiling. Her chest felt full, her stomach warm, her breath trembling with relief and disbelief.
"Yes," she whispered. "Yes, Jay. We can."
Jay cheered and threw his arms around both of them, pulling them into a clumsy three-person hug.
Anna laughed through her tears. Blake's hand hovered at her back, steady, warm, protective.
And in that moment, it felt like something new had begun.
Anna's breath caught as she looked at Jay's hopeful little face. His eyes were wide, filled with a mixture of excitement and longing, the kind she had seen only a handful of times in his life-moments when he truly believed something good was coming.
"Can we?" he repeated softly. "Anna... please?"
Anna swallowed hard, her vision blurring all over again. She brushed her thumb gently across Jay's cheek. "You... you want to live with Blake?"
Jay nodded fast-too fast. "Yes! He makes you smile. And he smiles too when you're around. And I like him. He talks to me like... like I'm not weird." His voice dropped. "People sometimes look at me funny."
Anna's heart cracked open again. Blake stiffened beside her, his jaw tightening as he listened.
"You're not weird," Anna whispered fiercely, pulling Jay into a hug. "You're my baby. You're perfect."
Jay sniffed. "I just... I like when he's here. It feels... warm."
Anna closed her eyes, unable to stop the quiet sob that escaped her.
Blake rose slowly from where he had been crouched and placed a hand on the edge of the bed. His voice was low, steady, but incredibly gentle.
"Jay."
The boy looked up.
"I want you to be comfortable," Blake said. "I want you to feel safe. If living with me makes life easier for you-and for Anna-then I want that too."
Jay blinked. "You do?"
"Yes," Blake said firmly. "I want both of you with me."
Anna's breath hitched again. She looked at Blake-really looked at him. His expression wasn't forced, wasn't polite or performative. It was honest. Intentional. Certain.
"Anna?" Jay tugged her sleeve. "Can we?"
She looked back at her brother, her heart overflowing.
"We'll talk about it properly," she whispered softly, brushing his hair back. "But yes... if it works out... if everything is okay... then maybe."
Jay beamed-sunrise-bright, brighter than she'd seen him in weeks.
Blake sat beside her on the narrow hospital couch, his thigh brushing hers. The contact alone steadied her-a quiet assurance she didn't even know she needed.
Jay immediately continued chattering-about how he would decorate his side of the room, about how he wanted Blake to show him how to tie a tie, about how he wanted to taste Blake's pancakes because "Anna says he can cook now."
Anna's head snapped toward Blake.
"I didn't say that."
"You implied it," Blake replied calmly.
Jay laughed.
The mood was lighter now, warm and almost peaceful. Jay rambled happily, his hands waving animatedly as he imagined scenarios about their possible new living arrangement. Blake listened with genuine interest, now and then glancing at Anna with a look she couldn't fully decipher-something soft, protective, and certain.
Then Jay paused and looked between them.
"So..." he asked, squinting a little, "does this mean you're going to marry Anna?"
Anna nearly choked on her breath.
Blake froze completely.
"Jay-" she sputtered, cheeks turning red instantly.
Jay tilted his head. "What? People who live together and like each other get married. Right?"
Anna covered her face with her hands.
Blake's gaze softened-then unexpectedly, he smiled.
"Jay," he said, leaning slightly forward, "marriage is a big thing. It takes time."
Jay frowned. "But you like her."
Blake didn't deny it.
Anna's heart stopped.
He didn't deny it.
"Jay..." Blake continued, choosing his words carefully, "what I feel for Anna... it's real. But we have to take things step by step. One at a time."
Jay nodded slowly, processing that.
Anna peeked between her fingers, cheeks flaming. Blake caught her gaze and gave a tiny smirk-just enough to make her heart flutter painfully in her chest.
"But..." Jay continued hesitantly, "you're not going to leave her, right? People leave her." His voice trembled a little. "Our dad left us. Then... mom left because she died. And her old boyfriend left. When people leave Anna she cries. I don't like it."
Anna's heart felt like it was being squeezed by an invisible fist.
Blake inhaled sharply.
His jaw flexed slowly as he looked at Jay-then at Anna.
He reached out and laid his hand over Jay's tiny one. "I'm not leaving."
Something absolutely melted inside Anna. Her lips parted, a small gasp escaping.
Blake held Jay's gaze steadily.
"I can't promise life will be perfect," he said quietly, "but I'm here. And I want to be here. With both of you. I'm not going anywhere."
Jay's shoulders relaxed with overwhelming relief.
Anna couldn't stop the tears from slipping down again-soft, silent, grateful.
Blake reached for her hand instinctively, his fingers brushing hers under the edge of the hospital bed where Jay couldn't see. He squeezed gently.
Anna squeezed back.
They stayed like that for a long moment-hands hidden, hearts not hidden at all.
Jay suddenly gasped. "So I can move in?!"
Blake chuckled softly. "If Anna agrees-and if your doctor says it's okay."
Jay nodded vigorously. "I'll ask them. Right now."
Before Anna could stop him, he pressed his call button like it was the most important mission of his life.
Anna groaned softly and hid her face again. "Jay..."
Blake laughed under his breath.
"Your brother moves fast," he whispered, leaning closer.
She elbowed him lightly, but she couldn't suppress the smile tugging at her lips.
When the nurse came in, Jay immediately started talking a mile per minute about "Blake's house," and "moving in," and "Anna smiling more."
Anna nearly died of embarrassment.
Blake sat back, arms crossed casually, watching her crumble with an amused softness that made her blush even deeper.
After the nurse left-promising to "check with the doctor"-Jay sighed happily and lay back on his pillows like a king awaiting his crown.
Then he said quietly, "I think... this will make us a real family."
Anna's heart stopped.
Blake slowly turned his head toward her.
Their eyes met.
And something undeniable passed between them.
Something neither of them said out loud.
Something both of them felt.
Oh
Jay's small declaration hung in the air, warm and echoing - a real family.
Anna felt her breath stutter in her chest. The words were innocent, simple, but they pierced straight through her ribs. Jay said them with such certainty, such childlike hope, that it was impossible not to feel the weight of them.
Blake didn't rush to speak. He didn't break the moment. Instead, he held Anna's gaze - steady, deep, unreadable but somehow soft. The kind of look that made her heart thump against her ribs.
Jay looked between them again, oblivious to the emotional earthquake he had caused.
"Can we watch a movie?" he asked suddenly, brightening again. "Together?"
Anna exhaled shakily and forced a smile. "Sure, baby. Which one?"
Jay thought dramatically, tapping his chin. "Something funny. So nobody cries."
Anna's cheeks burned again. Blake cleared his throat, trying not to smile too obviously.
"I'll get the remote," Anna muttered, eager for any distraction.
Blake stood before she could. "Sit. I'll get it."
Anna blinked. "Blake-"
"Anna," he said gently, "sit."
There was something in his tone that made her obey before she even realized it. Jay giggled at the dynamic.
"Mr. Blake is bossy."
Anna laughed softly. "Yes. At work and at home."
Blake paused, glancing over his shoulder with raised brows and the faintest smirk. "Is that a complaint?"
Anna's blush returned instantly. "It's... an observation."
Jay clapped his hands. "You two are so funny."
Blake shook his head, but the smile on his lips was unmistakable as he grabbed the remote and returned to the bed.
Anna tucked herself to one side of Jay. Blake sat on the other. Jay hummed contentedly at having them both so close.
He reached out and grabbed each of their hands - linking them together across his lap.
Anna tensed in surprise.
Blake didn't pull away.
Instead, his fingers curled more firmly around hers.
Jay sighed happily. "Now we look like a family."
Anna bit her lip hard, feeling tears threaten again.
Blake's thumb brushed lightly over the back of her hand - a subtle touch. Reassuring. Intentional.
They watched the movie with Jay occasionally laughing so loudly that nurses passing by peeked in to check on the joyful noise. Blake kept glancing at Anna every few minutes, and every time she caught him, he didn't look away.
The movie became background noise.
Jay eventually yawned, head drooping sideways until he rested against Anna's shoulder. She stroked his hair until his breathing evened out and his eyes slipped shut.
Blake lowered the volume.
"He's out," Anna whispered.
Blake nodded softly. "He feels safe with you."
She looked down at Jay, at his peaceful, trusting face. "He's been through so much," she murmured. "He's so strong... but he's still a child."
Blake studied her instead of Jay.
"And you?" he asked quietly.
She blinked. "Me?"
"You've been through even more than him," Blake said. "You're the strongest person I've ever met."
Anna's throat tightened painfully.
"I'm not that strong," she whispered. "Half the time I feel like I'm drowning."
"You're still here," Blake replied. "Still fighting. That makes you strong."
Anna looked away, her breath catching. "Sometimes I wish... sometimes I wish someone would fight with me."
Blake leaned in slightly. "You're not alone anymore."
She slowly turned her head back, eyes trembling.
"Blake..."
"I'm serious," he said, voice low and firm. "I'm here, Anna. I meant it when I told Jay. I'm not going anywhere."
Her eyes glistened. "You don't have to take on all my problems."
"I want to," Blake said, almost fiercely. "Not because it's a responsibility. Not because I feel pity. But because-"
He inhaled deeply.
Then stopped.
Anna stared at him, heart hammering.
"Because?" she whispered.
Blake held her gaze. For a second, the room was filled with nothing but the soft hum of the hospital air and the quiet rhythm of Jay's breathing.
"Because I care about you more than I should," Blake said, the truth pulling out of him like a confession he'd been holding for too long.
Anna's breath stilled.
Her chest tightened.
Her fingers trembled against his.
"Blake..." she breathed again, voice barely audible.
He reached up slowly, his fingertips brushing a tear from her cheek. His thumb lingered there.
"I didn't plan it," he murmured. "I didn't want it. I fought it. You know I did."
Anna nodded faintly, lips parting. "You were awful to me," she said with a shaky laugh.
"I know." Blake's voice was heavy with regret. "And I'm sorry. But I was scared. And jealous. And completely... undone."
Anna closed her eyes, the truth of his words sinking deeply into her chest.
"Say something," Blake whispered, voice low and rough, almost pleading.
She opened her eyes again, staring at him.
"I care about you too," she whispered. "More than I thought I could."
Something in Blake snapped - not in anger, but in relief.
He leaned forward slowly, his forehead pressing gently against hers.
Anna inhaled sharply.
Their breaths mingled.
Neither closed the small gap completely - not with Jay between them - but the tension, the pull, the certainty was unmistakable.
"You and Jay," Blake murmured, "are not a burden. You're... what I want."
Anna's eyes stung again.
Her hand tightened around his.
For a long moment, they stayed like that - foreheads touching, hearts exposed, Jay sleeping peacefully between them as if sensing the peace settling around him.
A soft knock sounded at the door.
Anna gently pulled back as a doctor stepped in, smiling at the sight of Jay sleeping contentedly.
"We're here to review Jay's progress," she said quietly. "But you two can stay."
Blake stood slowly. "We'll be right outside."
Anna nodded, smoothing the blankets over Jay.
As she stood to follow Blake, she felt his hand brush lightly against her back - a small gesture that made her whole body warm.
They stepped out into the hallway together.
The door closed softly behind them.
Anna turned to face Blake - breath unsteady, heart racing.
He looked at her like she was something he had finally allowed himself to want.
Something he wasn't going to run from.
Something he was ready to fight for.
The hallway outside Jay's room was quiet - just the distant hum of nurses moving carts, soft beeps from nearby machines, and the low murmur of conversations drifting from other rooms. But between Blake and Anna, there was a different kind of silence. Not tense... not awkward... but thick with everything they had just said inside.
Anna leaned lightly against the wall, her hands lingering near her stomach as though trying to hold in the swirl of emotions rising inside her.
Blake stood a few inches away, close enough for his presence to settle around her like a warm blanket, but not touching her. His restraint was deliberate. Thoughtful. He didn't want to overwhelm her.
He exhaled slowly. "Are you okay?"
Anna nodded, but her throat bobbed. "I... I'm just overwhelmed. Jay saying those things... hearing how he thinks he's a burden... I didn't know it still bothered him like that."
Blake's jaw tightened, sympathy flickering in his eyes. "He admires you," he said softly. "Sometimes kids take on guilt because they think love should be easy."
Anna looked up, surprised by his insight.
Blake shrugged lightly. "I grew up watching people misunderstand love. Wrong expectations. Wrong sacrifices. Wrong lessons."
She didn't ask for details, but the subtle heaviness in his voice told her everything she needed to know - his complicated childhood, the distance, the pressure, the loneliness.
"Blake..." she whispered.
He turned his head toward her. "Yeah?"
"You didn't have to talk to him like that. But you did. You didn't have to say those things to him. Or to me."
"I wanted to," he replied quietly.
Anna's chest tightened in that same aching way that had started inside Jay's room.
Blake looked away briefly, running a thumb along his jaw as if unsure how much more to reveal. "The thing is... I can't stand seeing you hurt. Or him. Jay's a kid. He didn't deserve the things he's had to deal with. And you-"
His voice softened, almost breaking.
"You've carried too much alone."
Anna bit her lip, blinking quickly. "I didn't really have a choice."
"I know," Blake said, stepping closer until his shoulder nearly brushed hers. "But you don't have to carry it alone anymore."
She let out a trembling breath. "You say that so easily."
"That's because it's true." His voice was low, steady. "I'll help you. However you'll let me."
Anna's eyes glistened. "Why?"
Blake stared at her for a long moment, jaw clenching and relaxing as if wrestling with himself again.
"Because," he said finally, the word heavy, "I'm not pretending anymore."
Anna's breath hitched.
Just then, the doctor stepped out of Jay's room, offering them a gentle smile. "You can come back in. Jay's awake."
Anna blinked rapidly and nodded. Blake touched the small of her back - that subtle guiding touch again - as they walked inside.