*Pilar* I'm sort of just standing there... What can I say? What is Zay thinking about me now... Oh damn, he just saw my boobs. I'm not sure how I feel about that, to be honest. Nick and Nina have kind of pulled Matt aside to talk to him and Emilia stormed off... so Zay and I are alone. "You had no idea it was him, did you? I mean, you thought you sent those pictures to a stranger, right?" His voice is soft. "Of course. I would never have... if I knew... I would have told Emilia right away that he was a bastard... ugh, I can't believe he... I feel sick." The idea that he, most likely, has been looking at me while he... pleasured himself... I really hate that. Zay is chewing his lip. "Can I ask you something?" I nod. "Why are you doing this? Selling pictures like that to men... because

